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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
bloopbloop
Discussion letting go of thing you like
Replies
15
Views
910
bloopbloop
bloopbloop
BluesRunTheGame
Venting Does the red or blackpill drive anyone else to ctb?
Replies
21
Views
2K
Tobacco
Tobacco
EndJstifiesTheMeans
  • Poll
Do you still enjoy things after traumas?
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10
Views
1K
philmore444
philmore444
FuneralCry
Venting Actually wishing to live in this world filled with endless suffering will always be delusional to me
Replies
3
Views
770
cscott
cscott
Beautiful Angel
Goodbye
Replies
11
Views
915
heavyeyes
heavyeyes
monday?
Story A horse walks into a bar
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2
Views
642
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
tiredofthinking
Anyone else feeling existential dread around Ai??
Replies
14
Views
821
doneforlife
D
C
Help Hanging vs drowning
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2
Views
739
nadia225
nadia225
phersper
Does phenytoin sodium enhance the lethality of N?
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5
Views
723
John Ryder
John Ryder
Darkover
  • Poll
why haven't you commit suicide yet
Replies
98
Views
5K
mind3de
M
ChildrensITV
Discussion I feel bad enough suiciding and leaving friends and family behind. What is it like for PARENTS here?
Replies
4
Views
1K
hopeisdead
hopeisdead
B
Story Feeling so guilty
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2
Views
485
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Nakiya
Venting So alone.
Replies
9
Views
1K
XenoPyo
XenoPyo
SplitInfrastructure
Do you have anyone whos dependant on you? How to deal with it?
Replies
2
Views
384
SplitInfrastructure
SplitInfrastructure
Davey36000
Method Suicide by eating Scorpions (and others)
Replies
11
Views
1K
SplitInfrastructure
SplitInfrastructure
EndJstifiesTheMeans
  • Poll
Are you depressed?
Replies
18
Views
723
ultrasharpy123456
U
SnarkyPuppy2002
where to buy sn?
Replies
0
Views
367
SnarkyPuppy2002
SnarkyPuppy2002
wuhwowthisis
Venting Right after the happiest moment of my life it feels as if my life is crumbling
Replies
6
Views
555
cemetorium
cemetorium
LikeAPendulum
Story I tried today, but I chickened out.
Replies
7
Views
840
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
zanshu
Venting Being alive is too draining
Replies
3
Views
440
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
seabed_adan
Writing all my thoughts into my final letter
Replies
2
Views
393
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wasamom
It’s time for a once happy mom 2 CTB
Replies
8
Views
734
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
(united kingdom) do you know a reliable source for prescription medication?
Replies
13
Views
1K
Kattt
K
Wishing2di3
I keep thinking
Replies
0
Views
339
Wishing2di3
Wishing2di3
KAZ-2Y5
Help Hanging method: how to get it right so you don't feel pain?
Replies
0
Views
518
KAZ-2Y5
KAZ-2Y5
CandyK__
  • Poll
Discussion Do you think there is something that could make it(being alive) better?
Replies
33
Views
2K
JustABug
JustABug
D
Firearm question
Replies
0
Views
311
DreamEnd
D
I
Discussion Have you ever feel like this as a result of negative emotions?
Replies
0
Views
302
InterruptedGirl
I
Gloomislost
  • Question
Help Can I CTB by cutting?
Replies
9
Views
1K
befree
befree
luv4rgrace
  • Question
partial hanging advice
Replies
11
Views
2K
luv4rgrace
luv4rgrace
AnonAnon1234
Suggestions on scene clearing?
Replies
3
Views
721
fwompie
fwompie
Excentricqueer
Story I want to kill myself because I feel I am not a prince and that Im unspecial and worthless
Replies
5
Views
740
painful existence
P
Griffith_NPD
Help This will most likely be my last question before I put my CTB post up....
Replies
17
Views
1K
painful existence
P
SparkleWater
Venting job hours cut for the 2nd week in a row
Replies
0
Views
389
SparkleWater
SparkleWater
O
Worried about pain with sn
Replies
24
Views
2K
Justnotme
Justnotme
V
Resource N source
Replies
6
Views
1K
lebrodude
L
sunny
Discussion What is your opinion on people who record their suicide?
Replies
8
Views
592
lebrodude
L
heirofvoid
Venting It feels so empty
Replies
0
Views
313
heirofvoid
heirofvoid
J
N Failed
Replies
24
Views
3K
phersper
phersper
kl44r
Venting cops came to my house
Replies
16
Views
1K
Suicidal Ideation
Suicidal Ideation
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Fuck life
Replies
10
Views
1K
shootemallagain
S
Touhou
Discussion Mind-numbing Discord debate with a prolifer
Replies
23
Views
1K
Dot
Dot
venin
How many SaSu members do you know that succesfully CTB-ed?
Replies
18
Views
1K
fwompie
fwompie
CrazyDiamond04
Discussion Do you ever fantasize about CTB?
Replies
10
Views
565
XenoPyo
XenoPyo
Unattainable666
Resource Visine
Replies
13
Views
2K
Praestat_Mori
P
Whyami
Vogalib as AE for SN
Replies
3
Views
494
Szinuus
Szinuus
ctbgurl
Discussion How many of you want to die because of someone else?
Replies
14
Views
897
Borderline
Borderline
Suicidal Ideation
thinking about ctb again
Replies
1
Views
377
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ChildrensITV
Story I got SN months back. Then AE. Now it's time for me to buy the benzos
Replies
5
Views
648
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
venin
On a scale of 1 to 10 how are you feeling right now?
Replies
29
Views
762
venin
venin
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