Discussion How many of you want to die because of someone else?

[ctbgurl]

Whether it be because of something they did to you or solely because they exist out of your control, how many of you want to take your life because of someone else? :-}

 

[winamp]

yes a plethora of people, but I can't elaborate because I am worried that they (1 very specific person) are here for some reason it I doubt it

but it is both out of a desire to traumatize them or haunt them which I try not to think of anymore or desire anymore

or it is just to tell them that they won and that I hope that they will finally understand and forget about me and not to do the same to others as they done to me

also something about being remembered and seen

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

me

 

[GM28]

Yes, 2 people. Well four but they are actually really nice but can't see.

 

[Takamagahara]

I wouldn't necessarily say it's because of other people as much as it is what those people's behavior represent. Their actions have robbed me of any faith I might have in my future.

 

[lessthanzero]

Ive lost the love of my life

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

I'm ready to die because my wife left me. I am so dependent on her and haven't been able to function since she left 7 weeks ago.

 

[Kadaver]

I feel like my parents ruined me and I secretly hate them for it. They weren't ready to be parents and had so many issues that they should have handled but just never did.

I feel like if I ever do decide I'm done with life it'll all be thanks to their shitty parenting and all the trauma they caused me.

 

[Cornelius777]

I want to die only because someone else, by that I mean almost everyone. I love life and i sort of like myself and whatever... but as soon as i start living and interacting with people, i become really suicidal. I feel lije everything is wrong about me, like everyone else deserves more than me, that im stupid and challenged and cursed... feels stupid writing this, but thats how it is.

 

[_Alfarooq_]

Whether it be because of something they did to you or solely because they exist out of your control, how many of you want to take your life because of someone else? :-}

I want to take my life because of EVERYONE in my society. They are a piece of trash. They pay no attention to your happiness. They are narcissists. They love to bully people and the find problems with everything that I do, And the biggest calamity of all is that when they hear about someone who attempted to CTB, like the neighbor that had 5 failed attempts to CTB, they are like "This person will be going to hell". Who gives a fuck about the consequences of CTB? I don't think anyone here does.

 

[guayabas]

I told friends and family i was dangerously suicidal and needed help and they were all like "that sucks" and then stopped talking to me. and the only person who didn't, treats me like shit on the reg. I've called crisis lines and stuff and they're always like reach out to someone. But every time I've been sui, my experience is that reaching out to anyone is a sure way to to feel even worse than I did before. It's like, cool, now I wanna die AND I have zero friends.

 

[front of me]

He left me rot

 

[Apathy79]

I told friends and family i was dangerously suicidal and needed help and they were all like "that sucks" and then stopped talking to me. and the only person who didn't, treats me like shit on the reg. I've called crisis lines and stuff and they're always like reach out to someone. But every time I've been sui, my experience is that reaching out to anyone is a sure way to to feel even worse than I did before. It's like, cool, now I wanna die AND I have zero friends.

This one is interesting. Having been on the other side of that conversation with my best friend talking about a suicide attempt (he later ctb). He didn't want advice, I doubt he wanted empathy, at least of the "me too!" kind. It's hard to know what to say. Ask a few follow up questions and listen sure but at some point "that sucks" is about the best you can offer in return.

 

[guayabas]

This one is interesting. Having been on the other side of that conversation with my best friend talking about a suicide attempt (he later ctb). He didn't want advice, I doubt he wanted empathy, at least of the "me too!" kind. It's hard to know what to say. Ask a few follow up questions and listen sure but at some point "that sucks" is about the best you can offer in return.

I asked for any socializing they could offer, even if it was just sending memes. also I have been on the other side of that for more than one of them and I didn't talk to them about it really, I just went and hung out with them so they didn't have to be alone.

 

[Borderline]

Many people will be responsible for my death.