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TheWindow047

TheWindow047

Member
May 10, 2026
20
The idea of having someone that understands my desire to die and is willing to kill me is so appealing to me. I think is partially a sex thing for me, because I would want them to be into it too you know. Like they're helping me to die but I'm also fulfilling their desires by letting them do that to me.
Anyone else have a similar fetish/fantasies?
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,625
Just kill me, yes. So all this shit is over.
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
242
I do but it's always me doing it & I imagine living in a world with some of my anime, cartoon & books characters being there.
 
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Playingwiththedead

Playingwiththedead

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
91
Its kinda funny my preferred method is going to be some kind of hanging considering ive always had a thing for being choked during it, otherwise i straight up asked a guy to kill me once also during it, he later said that was hot. I do wish i could find someone that was willing to
 
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Lucifer.

Lucifer.

Member
Jul 30, 2025
21
The idea of having someone that understands my desire to die and is willing to kill me is so appealing to me. I think is partially a sex thing for me, because I would want them to be into it too you know. Like they're helping me to die but I'm also fulfilling their desires by letting them do that to me.
Anyone else have a similar fetish/fantasies?
Yes, I like to imagine my pale and lifeless body lying on the floor, and sometimes my face full of blood with one eyeball out.
 
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Amara

Amara

Member
Aug 20, 2026
20
Yes, put me out of my misery. That way no one can call me selfish or hate me.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
283
Only if I take my killer to hell with me. I'm too angry to let someone kill me for free.
 
L.D.50

L.D.50

someone
Oct 13, 2025
62
i think about it more often than I really should be lol
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
385
Yes, I just need the pain to end. I'm already in hell. I wish I could go now.
 
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wylcel

wylcel

mimi
Oct 25, 2024
17
The idea of having someone that understands my desire to die and is willing to kill me is so appealing to me. I think is partially a sex thing for me, because I would want them to be into it too you know. Like they're helping me to die but I'm also fulfilling their desires by letting them do that to me.
Anyone else have a similar fetish/fantasies?
i love the idea of being snuffed out, if it was by a specific person it'd be the perfect way to go but there's no way that's happening.
 
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desiderium

desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
14
There is something horrifically romantic about someone ending my life. I can't help but fantasize about someone holding my hand as they give me my greatest desire, of holding me close and pressing a kiss to my cheek as I plunge into a forever oblivion. As they press a gun to my temple with sweet whispers and promises on their lips, I wouldn't be able to resist leaning into their touch for just a little longer, even as I hear the trigger pull back with the understanding that they will be the last thing I ever see.

God, it's divine. I think about it all the time. I think it's a huge part of the reason I used to be so obsessed with committing double suicide with someone when I was younger- there is something so intimate about dying in the presence of another human being.
 
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TheWindow047

TheWindow047

Member
May 10, 2026
20
i love the idea of being snuffed out, if it was by a specific person it'd be the perfect way to go but there's no way that's happening.
Sadly we can't do anything but dream about it
 
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