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AnonAnon1234

AnonAnon1234

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Aug 18, 2023
16
Hello all

I'm in the process of getting the bits together for my chosen method (nitrogen asphyxia). I really like that if done right it's quick to fall unconscious, painless etc but also that if the canister and bag are removed, the method is impossible to identify. But struggling to think how I can achieve this?!

Can't be anyone I know (though I know very few people near me any way). I wouldn't mind paying someone but how can I be sure they actually remove the items and don't just take the payment? Plus most people would understandably say no. Can't really advertise for someone to do it either. I know there's legal considerations too as I'm sure it would be illegal to remove the items but thankfully live in an area where it would be easy (no cameras, quiet etc). Unless someone on here happens to live nearby (West Midlands, UK) and is willing to help, I can't see any way to clear the scene.

My dream is to leave this world, but when I'm found it's just me, no obvious signs and even if an autopsy is done it'll come back 'unidentified' or similar.

Anyone got any suggestions/thoughts?

Thanks
 
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Aug 9, 2023
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Hello all

I'm in the process of getting the bits together for my chosen method (nitrogen asphyxia). I really like that if done right it's quick to fall unconscious, painless etc but also that if the canister and bag are removed, the method is impossible to identify. But struggling to think how I can achieve this?!

Can't be anyone I know (though I know very few people near me any way). I wouldn't mind paying someone but how can I be sure they actually remove the items and don't just take the payment? Plus most people would understandably say no. Can't really advertise for someone to do it either. I know there's legal considerations too as I'm sure it would be illegal to remove the items but thankfully live in an area where it would be easy (no cameras, quiet etc). Unless someone on here happens to live nearby (West Midlands, UK) and is willing to help, I can't see any way to clear the scene.

My dream is to leave this world, but when I'm found it's just me, no obvious signs and even if an autopsy is done it'll come back 'unidentified' or similar.

Anyone got any suggestions/thoughts?

Thanks
My main question is, why do you care if they know it's suicide? It's not like you'd be there for possible consequences. This is not a judgement, I've seen other people ask this question before, just always wondered why.

If you ask someone to get rid of stuff, you don't want to get them into trouble with fingerprints or something, would be worse for your suicide to look like a murder.
 
AnonAnon1234

AnonAnon1234

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Aug 18, 2023
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My main question is, why do you care if they know it's suicide? It's not like you'd be there for possible consequences. This is not a judgement, I've seen other people ask this question before, just always wondered why.

If you ask someone to get rid of stuff, you don't want to get them into trouble with fingerprints or something, would be worse for your suicide to look like a murder.
For me, it's to give those I leave behind something akin to peace of mind. Whenever someone commits suicide there's always questions like Could they have done anything? Why didn't he/she say anything? Even possible anger towards the deceased. But if it appears to be a natural or undetermined death people just accept it.
 
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Aug 9, 2023
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For me, it's to give those I leave behind something akin to peace of mind. Whenever someone commits suicide there's always questions like Could they have done anything? Why didn't he/she say anything? Even possible anger towards the deceased. But if it appears to be a natural or undetermined death people just accept it.
I see what you mean. Thank you for explaining. It's very sweet of you to care about other people, even if you're no longer there yourself.
 
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