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Suicide Discussion

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Random__Lover
How to stop being so afraid of death?
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16
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2K
Slasher
Slasher
Priestess
Found this Ted Talk speaker on chronic suicidality.
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4
Views
522
deathLiberation
deathLiberation
K
Help Would these bullets be effective in killing me? 9mm
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3
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1K
TAW122
TAW122
FuneralCry
Venting So horrible to leave people with no peaceful way to finally leave.
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3
Views
469
jsmitty357
jsmitty357
M
Final Days (SN Plan)
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3
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620
myreasonings
M
LookingOverTheEdge
I took my SN yesterday. Willing to answer questions
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185
Views
23K
Deleted member 65988
D
P
Is a heroin od painful or unpleasant? What if it’s mixed with benzos?
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3
Views
513
Slasher
Slasher
L
Venting No one understands
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7
Views
655
absolomonisgone
A
D
Benadryl Dosage for Small to medium hallucinations
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6
Views
610
sleep4eternity
sleep4eternity
D
Venting i wanna escape
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5
Views
728
Readytogo246
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Renv1o_
Venting unworthy
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4
Views
423
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Renv1o_
Method No method available
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9
Views
1K
Eternal Sleep!
Eternal Sleep!
ikilog
Discussion Finding body
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3
Views
901
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
tiredofthinking
Driving to Mexico for N
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5
Views
1K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
ShinyScissors
Discussion Your last song before you CBT
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24
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1K
Lasuba
Lasuba
N
The final curtain
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25
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1K
Slasher
Slasher
M
Venting i see no way out
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4
Views
861
Slasher
Slasher
nomotels1443
Venting the endless loop
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6
Views
497
Slasher
Slasher
VanillaCake
Method Bad posture and partial hanging
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0
Views
631
VanillaCake
VanillaCake
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Hello
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9
Views
653
carac
carac
helicoptero
  • Question
Help What little things would you like to do if you were to CTB in a couple days/weeks?
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14
Views
614
absolomonisgone
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Story Just got back from the border. The N is real.
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16
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2K
Goodgirlryeo101
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Ambivalent1
What if we've already ctb and don't know it?
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11
Views
911
Goodgirlryeo101
G
readytogotomorrow
I just bought everything needed for the SN method
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4
Views
451
readytogotomorrow
readytogotomorrow
ge0rge
some thots on suicidality and community
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19
Views
884
absolomonisgone
A
Willthishelp?
Nitrogen with dive masque
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0
Views
271
Willthishelp?
Willthishelp?
SomethingsOff
Alright- this is it. It has to be. (My plan)
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7
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1K
SomethingsOff
SomethingsOff
D
Hyperkalemia/Hyperkalemic Paralysis
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0
Views
347
DarkWillow22
D
BBY
Venting I am so done
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6
Views
540
Goodgirlryeo101
G
tiredofthinking
Where to buy sn ?
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0
Views
382
tiredofthinking
tiredofthinking
D
Venting Random monday thoughts
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2
Views
618
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
helicoptero
Venting I'm honestly tired of everything, CTB soon
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9
Views
943
helicoptero
helicoptero
A
“Animal” by Miike Snow
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0
Views
454
angelicisight
A
gatzby128
How can you be certain?
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5
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Venting I assumed that things would get better, I was wrong.
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5
Views
551
Forever Sleep
F
tiredofthinking
Tired of being me
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5
Views
725
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
neverwashere
Venting I might attempt again tonight
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5
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
deadmanwalkin
Goodbye ctb tonight
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12
Views
1K
Valky
Valky
R
Resource I just received meto
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0
Views
579
random123kid
R
Spook97
  • Question
Help What CTB methods could I use to ease worry about inadequacy or pain?
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4
Views
616
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
cyanide ctb tonight
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16
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AllFoxedOut
Venting Mass shooters are evil but sometimes I get mad it's because of them I can't buy a shotgun and blow my brains out
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7
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1K
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Ultracheese
Venting Is the feeling in my stomach normal?
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7
Views
743
helplessufferer
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A_good_username
Method Do y’all know a method that isn’t gonna leave permanent damage if I get “saved”?
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5
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1K
lotus11
lotus11
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I’m an Animal
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0
Views
372
angelicisight
A
0X1LoveStay
I don’t know. I just don’t know. Please help me.
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8
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1K
CellarBoy
CellarBoy
Nights
  • Question
For admins and staff, do you care about your anonymity?
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6
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1K
Nights
Nights
I
It’s my time
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24
Views
1K
heavyeyes
heavyeyes
Nights
  • Question
Venting I'm a bad person and i definitely deserve everything that's happening to me
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18
Views
1K
Goodgirlryeo101
G
CTB Dream
Venting Not sense any self
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2
Views
391
notahappygirl
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