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lazyegg
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- Apr 17, 2023
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i initially planned on making my death look "accidental" so that it doesnt bring as much pain to my mother finding me. but i now want to wear something nice before i CTB because i want to feel at peace when i die. it feels vain, worrying about my appearances when im hurting my remaining family left.
i feel immense shame for wanting to wear something decent in dire times like this. but at least, it will be a final gesture to the body that housed me.
ironically, these matters will be all trivial because death is imminent in the end.
i feel immense shame for wanting to wear something decent in dire times like this. but at least, it will be a final gesture to the body that housed me.
ironically, these matters will be all trivial because death is imminent in the end.