distantutopia
Nietzsche was right
- Aug 5, 2023
- 8
So, I wasn't here for too long, mostly because I was only searching for good methods.
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye