distantutopia

distantutopia

Nietzsche was right
Aug 5, 2023
8
So, I wasn't here for too long, mostly because I was only searching for good methods.
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,940
I understand that it's so awful having to endure an existence you hate, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom you search for.
 
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lessthanzero

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Jun 5, 2023
46
im going through the same, here if u want to talk
 
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CW36

CW36

➕〰️➰
Jul 23, 2023
839
So, I wasn't here for too long, mostly because I was only searching for good methods.
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye
I wish you every success, at least you've chosen a sensible method. Quick, simple and effective.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,439
Godspeed.
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,806
Best wishes for a peaceful and successful journey.
 
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cheese.out

cheese.out

Why am I still here
Jul 25, 2023
200
So sorry to hear that life was cruel to you. I wish you all the best and I hope that you find the peace your are looking for❤️ If you wanna talk feel free to pm me
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,545
I wish you all the best! Safe travels and good luck!
 
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F&Inside

🌊🌊🌊
Aug 9, 2023
170
Looks like you've made up your mind. I hope your plan goes well and if you decide not to do it, I also support you. Regards, distantutopia.
 
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ANONYMOUSM

ANONYMOUSM

Member
Aug 5, 2023
68
byee we will see you on the other side soon
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
424
I am so sorry. I hope your journey is peaceful. Best of luck
 
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Amidaa

Amidaa

How come we are brought here to just suffer
Aug 14, 2023
66
Sorry to hear that, it must be painful to endure this kind of existence for so long. wish you all the best on your journey to find peace.
 
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Ruma

Ruma

Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
250
Goodluck,hope you have a swift and peaceful passing x
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies.
Apr 25, 2023
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Safe travels 💗
 
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MasterOfDisguise

MasterOfDisguise

Wishing for a better life
Jun 20, 2023
31
Good luck with your method. I wish you safe travels.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
So, I wasn't here for too long, mostly because I was only searching for good methods.
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye
Im sorry life has brought you to this point. My condolences...
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
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Sonny77

Sonny77

Member
Aug 17, 2023
41
This world is just terrible. So much pain and suffering. All the best for your final journey.
 
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