Beautiful Angel
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- Jul 2, 2020
- 38
Everyone else has given up even down to the people that are supposed to love me. The ones that are left that have not done. They know better than to be around me every morning makes me feel like I am the worst person ever that I am the most horrible person to ever have to be around, I'm only used for my body it started at all when I was seven into a teenager. It didn't stop there. It became a pattern of self destruction for me after I lost the love of my life, which filled me with the regret that I cannot ever seem to get away from. I have mini heart and dreams that will never change any of them come to be.
I don't want to burden anyone anymore I can't live this way! I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I'm so sorry I failed everyone ( my beautiful children) the only thing in this life that I ever see if that was good! I have dreams of being your MOM I feel like if someone would have supported me better or at all really things might have been different, but no one in my whole life has ever truly loved me but your daddy and I can't wait anymore to be with him. IN PEACE I'm no good for you, You're better off without me I am so sorry. I failed my self. I am home. So glad that it ended with me that you guys didn't get any of my trade. You had great people to look up to so they could guide you. And you turned out to be wonderful Hunter, baby God I pray that your life does it end up like mine please turn it around. If you haven't learned anything baby, do it for me please
I don't want to burden anyone anymore I can't live this way! I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I'm so sorry I failed everyone ( my beautiful children) the only thing in this life that I ever see if that was good! I have dreams of being your MOM I feel like if someone would have supported me better or at all really things might have been different, but no one in my whole life has ever truly loved me but your daddy and I can't wait anymore to be with him. IN PEACE I'm no good for you, You're better off without me I am so sorry. I failed my self. I am home. So glad that it ended with me that you guys didn't get any of my trade. You had great people to look up to so they could guide you. And you turned out to be wonderful Hunter, baby God I pray that your life does it end up like mine please turn it around. If you haven't learned anything baby, do it for me please