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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Siamese Believe
What is the absolute slowest and most painful way someone has killed themself?
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1
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176
amor.dor
amor.dor
NotSoEnchanted
First responders—feeling conflicted
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5
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573
Gabbi_Station
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kennymal88
Help metal ring for hanging setup
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7
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497
-RedBirdOnASkull-
-RedBirdOnASkull-
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Has anyone been a guide
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0
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178
urgent
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Method I dunno how but I successfully purchased high purity sodium nitrite from a reputable US chem company from within the US
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28
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1K
Bat12
Bat12
calebzz1
Sanctioned Suicide Introduction Post
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20
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3K
calebzz1
calebzz1
e!kent
Discussion Self-harmer and CTB
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1
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136
mimimisaki
mimimisaki
S
Registering for health insurance, despite its futility
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1
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164
vyvanceandvodka
vyvanceandvodka
Siamese Believe
If someone held a gun or knife to you, do you think you’d tell them to do it?
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9
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512
Drogon
Drogon
thefarter
UK sn customs issues
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17
Views
847
Bat12
Bat12
sadsillygoose
  • Question
Is procrastinating on ctb even possible?
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7
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433
BlockedintheUK
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fultron12
Resource Trees to use for hanging - from a tree expert
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42
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16K
Exhausted546
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OzymandiAsh
Private places for hanging?
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12
Views
651
Exhausted546
E
sanctionedusage
how youll be acknowledged post-ctb
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17
Views
532
Baisley
B
BrainSplatter
Getting clean from drugs in order to CTB
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0
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213
BrainSplatter
BrainSplatter
B
If you were to choose
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4
Views
211
Baisley
B
hopeless302
The recommended way?
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6
Views
361
TimingOut
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I
Venting I'm A Suicidal Teaching Assistant
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1
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232
Forever Sleep
F
kĂ´rudelia-zejo
Venting Existence in human society is tiring as a non-human
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0
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212
kĂ´rudelia-zejo
kĂ´rudelia-zejo
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i dont know how i feel about that..
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2
Views
209
Forever Sleep
F
WallTermite
Discussion Why does it hurt?
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3
Views
251
Forever Sleep
F
hypoxiaated
drinking my sn. this is goodbye.
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9
Views
808
dalemar
D
rotten_hrtz
Venting Why am I afraid of dying if it's the only thing I want?
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24
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1K
rotten_hrtz
rotten_hrtz
1NoOtherWay
Poem
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1
Views
153
EternallyCold
E
Terrible_Life
Do you all also find it so surreal when thinking about committing suicide? Like you ask yourself is this all really happening right now?!
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18
Views
675
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
NocturnalDistortion
Help What are the ways in which hanging can fail?
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2
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448
perishsong
perishsong
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Venting I hate new years
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4
Views
271
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Siamese Believe
I can’t beat the pointlessness of it all, we literally just suffered for nothing
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3
Views
230
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Siamese Believe
Just ordered the knife, gotta wait for it to arrive
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13
Views
391
It'sFine
It'sFine
H
  • Locked
Making friends as a sex repulsed anti sex woman
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25
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1K
hellonearth144
H
HopelessBread
Venting I'm a lazy piece of shit but I just can't handle employment
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9
Views
809
stardusted
stardusted
asgoodasdead
Discussion Things to do with money before CTB
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17
Views
363
yosukelvr
yosukelvr
NocturnalDistortion
My biggest fear is not committing suicide.
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10
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306
Forever Sleep
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Is my therapist right?
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15
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929
Gabbi_Station
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C
Goodbye everybody, i have to go
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53
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2K
Realog11
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Aunty_Seuss
Venting Is anybody here disabled, chronically ill, terminally ill, neurodivergent etc.
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14
Views
472
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
A
Discussion What are your thoughts on God and Hell regarding to suicide? do you believe in them?
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37
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1K
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
musingsofaghost
want to kill myself but circumstances won’t allow it
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0
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215
musingsofaghost
musingsofaghost
Happy Cat
Help So desperate to leave but can't find anyone to join me
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1
Views
226
idk i forgot xx
idk i forgot xx
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waiting for something to go wrong
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0
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132
endlessoldierr
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P
Venting Thinking of cutting off my testicles
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25
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2K
Ilovemyteddies
Ilovemyteddies
F
Is SN the method to go?
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4
Views
619
Realog11
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fungus
What do you do to cope with life, besides cutting?
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18
Views
557
Parnate
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woofwag
How sure are you that you will CTB?
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35
Views
788
woofwag
woofwag
nopurposeinanything
What does SN mean?
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4
Views
223
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Siamese Believe
Do you ever end up accidentally talking about suicide with family?
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9
Views
254
SanagiMezamete
SanagiMezamete
darksouls2kicksass
Help Pre-CTB prep...
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6
Views
387
Realog11
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I used a fake identity at a suicide crisis clinic
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6
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372
metfan647
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M
If you are in my situation, will you suicide?
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23
Views
973
nolifer23
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Discussion How did you guys aquire SN?
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4
Views
424
DeathSweetDeath
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