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Suicide Discussion

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ManyADreadfulNight
Story i want to tell people I'm struggling again but no one irl can know
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ManyADreadfulNight
ManyADreadfulNight
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Venting i am going to take a bunch of rubner bands and place them around my neck and die because i hate my life sometime in the next week
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129
windowinstaller
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Sobriety just isn't an option for me I don't think but I can't become a full blown alcoholic again, feel like CTB is my only option
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2
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239
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
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Discussion Living with BPD is a nightmare
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8
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717
fadedghost
fadedghost
wakeup.neo
Venting im so tired of being alive
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5
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435
needtodienow
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Venting at the outpatient program my parents used to make me go to all the staff are high.
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135
windowinstaller
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How can you do a partial hanging?
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1
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173
Hollowman
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Popccorn
Help I legit cant find it
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3
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439
Popccorn
Popccorn
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What is the reason you are suicidal?
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67
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3K
Lycan
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Eden.temp
Venting I hate my roommate, just gotta hold out a little longer
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155
Eden.temp
Eden.temp
starboy2k
here’s a quote Ive seen
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118
starboy2k
starboy2k
fishperson
Why is no one mentioning electricity as a method
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32
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2K
wine is fine but
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Venting I just want to die
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5
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290
luna674
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Ironic
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109
Lostthefaith
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Reasons why
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124
Lostthefaith
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letsnotmakeittoo22
How to make cbt by hanging/ and or jumping feel less scary.
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3
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361
DoomsdayCTB
DoomsdayCTB
Sakura.
It's 3 a.m. One day in the future I will already be dead at this hour.
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4
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560
Unlucked
Unlucked
serah
Venting it never changes
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2
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585
Feldsparc
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chaoschuckler
Venting I'm envious on sasu users who can express their thoughts easily
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8
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354
wine is fine but
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HopeIess
would you prefer to die or disappear?
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15
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602
princess kitty
princess kitty
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I just... don't know what to do
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8
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842
Feldsparc
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Lextyle
Anesthesia and death
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6
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408
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
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starting to care less and less how painful it might be
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11
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409
needtodienow
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If 'Ludes were still readily available....
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130
MyMomWasMyLife
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Chicago sources
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1
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367
suicidalcatlady
suicidalcatlady
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i almost accidentally got run over by the train today
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1
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306
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
Venting what I did today
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157
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
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KN Method Pain?
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188
Adrift
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I’m failing at life.
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167
Gorge_5155
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SD2007
Venting Am I selfish/ too privileged to feel this way.
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7
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449
eladeselasol99
eladeselasol99
LastDayOnEarth
Do animals know when you want to die?
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3
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233
AuraByte
AuraByte
brokenspirited
Venting General thread for my vents about not wanting to live anymore
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87
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5K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
windows7enjoyer
i have been away from this website
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2
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234
windows7enjoyer
windows7enjoyer
narasĐ°nu
Discussion Doing something that gives you hope for living.
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3
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323
needtodienow
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LilGhost
Discussion Things you want to do before you are gone
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524
needtodienow
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Why Isn't Nembutal More Popular Today?
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34
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3K
phantasmagoria
phantasmagoria
Serena fuga
Does God exist?
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38
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2K
phantasmagoria
phantasmagoria
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Getting swept away by the ocean
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6
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292
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
Leonard_Bangley39
those bandages are looking really tempting
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3
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449
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
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Is CTB with SN possible without benzos
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6
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466
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
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Help Should you lie on your side or back after taking SN？
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169
ResidualAshes
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  • Poll
CTB with firearm is the most reliable. Change my mind.
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0
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214
hercules0501
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burninghill
Being suicidal and religious
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1
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189
YISDISBAD
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ineedtogetout
I set myself a deadline of 2 weeks
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15
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381
hercules0501
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difficvltmachineryy
Knee injury making psh (or any other type of method/hanging) impossible. Also cant tie a rope to save my life
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0
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223
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
3rdworldsadness
I feel violent about myself and I feel like burning myself. I don't want exist in this absolute hell. I am in extreme condition I feel blank......
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2
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257
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
narasĐ°nu
Discussion Russian chat, post in English please
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16
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862
iWantToStopExisting
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Daisy88_99
Resource SN Protocol: Exploring Weed to Replace Benzos and Metoclopramide
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1
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577
Daisy88_99
Daisy88_99
Dies Ultima
Are you making plans for your last days before CTB?
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141
Dies Ultima
Dies Ultima
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Help Can xanax + morphine and alcohol enough to cbt
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1
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241
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
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