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Suicide Discussion

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TAW122
Discussion If you had immense power (supernatural or or such), what would you do and why?
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20
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798
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
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Suggestions for sourcing Fentanyl on the street?
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17
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1K
Sando_1737
S
hevnsfall
Just recieved my sn
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1
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239
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Lord_Satan
Help Hey, it's me again.
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2
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241
Gloomic
Gloomic
K
How do you guys deal with things like going to work/school, dieting, brushing your teeth, etc
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21
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735
Pluto
Pluto
iw2begone
I hate it here so fucking much let me OUT
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4
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507
wishingdeath
W
AnonymousCupcake
Story Why I'm suicidal
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24
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3K
AnonymousCupcake
AnonymousCupcake
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Neck bruising
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11
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423
LolLmao
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smirks00ts
Venting i am a curse to everyone.
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2
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222
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
DoomsdayCTB
I've begun to grieve myself
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4
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337
PsychedeliaSuicide
PsychedeliaSuicide
P
I can't use sn
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9
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555
TiredAndBurntOut
T
DignifiedGrave
Still here
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1
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266
RawRX3
RawRX3
imlostandtired
Venting So fuckin tired
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8
Views
318
imlostandtired
imlostandtired
erda
  • Locked
Help what is the best way to kill yourself
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8
Views
876
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
WallTermite
Discussion SI kicked me in the ass
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5
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236
leowantstobedead
leowantstobedead
tretion
Discussion My ocd makes me feel like im the worse of the worse
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0
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152
tretion
tretion
tomame
  • Poll
what's your general philosophy/mindset?
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18
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409
suncide10
suncide10
thethatsitboy
  • Question
Discussion If you have no assets, would you consider taking out a loan for a trip or some other purpose and then ctb?
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11
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1K
N@te
N
Tyra
Why does it seem very easy to buy Metoclopramide online?
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6
Views
508
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
StrawberryRed
Survivivng ctb but still feeling dead
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4
Views
489
cecil
cecil
Its almost time!
CTB on school field trip?
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7
Views
314
ardea
ardea
3FailedAttemptss
Ordered SN from HB!!!
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32
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3K
komakun
komakun
nothirdact
Method What would happen if I took 50 mg of Flexeril and a crap ton of alcohol?
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0
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128
nothirdact
nothirdact
Kali06
Help How long till it ends (hanging)
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21
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1K
SomewhereNew
SomewhereNew
WallTermite
Method Bathub drowning?
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7
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512
WallTermite
WallTermite
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i cant comment on 'Exit Bag and Inert Gas MegaThread'? i want to ask the guy a question about how to use the bag.
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7
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409
sometimelater
sometimelater
no.surprises
broken up with and im completely lost
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9
Views
428
no.surprises
no.surprises
eggsausagerice
Venting insomnia since suicide date is near unless i postpone again
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8
Views
664
Yakui
Yakui
C
Peoples incompetence makes me want to die
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0
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153
ceilng_tile
C
goodbad&ugly777
Help Update (not dead)
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2
Views
322
ardea
ardea
notthatclever
Last supper?
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15
Views
621
PoisonedOxygen
P
E
Limbo state
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1
Views
198
CrossroadsOfDestiny
C
Playingwiththedead
Discussion Probably a goodbye thread/ Taking less sn because of fear of throwing up?
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77
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4K
Playingwiththedead
Playingwiththedead
komakun
Discussion Playing music during/before CTB?
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9
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475
h4ppyhypoxia
h4ppyhypoxia
F
Help I need to go fast. SN and Benzo but no meto
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2
Views
206
fitoo5999
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Rigbro64
thoughts on my OD plan?
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8
Views
623
Rigbro64
Rigbro64
Tyra
When should I buy my SN supplies?
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1
Views
212
Dawnfang
Dawnfang
fettyshooter
  • Question
Method fent (without benzos)
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11
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1K
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
  • Question
Method nitazenes/fent. feeling so hopeless
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2
Views
591
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
Tyra
Is taking SN while family gone to work an okay idea?
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12
Views
291
Tyra
Tyra
R
How much methylphenidate to kill you? How does a methylphenidate OD feel?
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6
Views
353
RandomUsername1
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Riaxd
Discussion Guys i feel so bad
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6
Views
320
valar_morghulis21
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WallTermite
Venting I'm losing my mind
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3
Views
275
fitoo5999
F
A Sit of Doubting
do you feel like god has abandoned you?
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32
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1K
No-name
No-name
rei00
Method hydrochlorothiazide?
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1
Views
156
jyxzen
J
Riaxd
Discussion MIC vendors are desperate in getting me to order
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14
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814
tomatopotato475
tomatopotato475
sleepydeaths
Venting i wish i never introduced them to each other
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14
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671
notthatclever
notthatclever
S
My dads building an extension.
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0
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148
Salhalla
S
P
Multi drug sedation with SN
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0
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113
pcm733
P
N
I tried to kill myself tonight and I felt nothing (it was a shitty unplanned attempt)
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3
Views
465
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
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