Last supper?

[notthatclever]

I'm sure it's been done but anybody planning their last meal?

Mine is a steak dinner with mashed potatoes and greens of some kind and a lot of red wine..

What about anybody else?

Cheesecake for dessert..

I'm not quite there yet.. hell I could be another year or two.. I'm trying to move out of the shit hole I'm in and move and give life one more shot.. but if they fuck me over or fuck up, I'm done..

As for me.. I want to eat my meal the night before so as not to mess anything up too bad the next day..

I mean we've been prisoners to our own brains for how long.. we might as well get a solid good last meal out of it..

I want to spend my last week soaking up all the good nice things I halfway liked about life and end it..

Ironically I don't expect many people around..

I don't feel deeply compelled to say goodbye to my family or anything.. I don't really care anymore..

Anything they'd say would just piss me off anyways and we have nothing nice to say to each other anymore and haven't for a long time.. and it's not like I care about their opinion in these matters..

Or anybody's really.. don't care how people feel one way or the other.. it's not about how they feel about it..

It's the only thing I have left that their feelings about it do not matter.. I'm so sick of their feelings.. as if I haven't been drowning in my own..

Anyways..

Anybody else.. anybody else got great plans?

I wanted to try and save up some and try to see Europe once before I end it.


I don't really care to know much more about America.. I hate America so much.. I hate Americans.. even though I am one.. I just spent so many years living abroad that when I came back I really didn't fit here anymore.. don't even get me started on the nightmare republicans and Trump have made this country..

Anyways sorry for my digressions I'm really bad for that..

I'm interested in hearing everybody's last supper.. last day plans .. last week.. any last things you want to see out of life before it's all said and done?

Last supper not to be confused with Jesus.. lol.. wouldn't want to be accused of a manic phase.. lol..

 

[BloodStainedAntlers]

Cheesecake for dessert..

Outstanding choice for a last dessert, I'd choose the same

I haven't planned my last meal yet.
As for things I want to do before I move on from this life, I'd really like to go campervanning & hiking in the pacific northwest region, either in canada or the USA (though not in the current political climate lol). I've also always wanted to go skydiving once, so maybe I'll do that too. But I think for me it's mostly travelling that i want to do, I love exploring and theres a whole bunch of places I'd really like to visit before it's my time. But idk if it'll happen. A man can dream, i guess.

 

[hdead]

A salty drink or a yoghurt full of mashed pills. /s /jk

 

[Cyaneed]

Chips and redbull.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I treat all my meals now as last meals, and am only eating my favorite things.

You should definitely see Europe tho before you CTB.

 

[Dawnfang]

There's this rather fancy all-you-can-eat sushi place nearby that is just to die for. Probably wouldn't want to go there right before Id ctb, cause I inevitably be overstuffed and unable to lock in lmao. But I'm definitely going there the day or week before or something. It's too expensive for me to justify going there usually, but hey, if I'm gonna be dead, might as well.

 

[greatfalls]

The day I was convinced I was going to die and kinda half-attempted I ate my mom's spaghetti as my last meal and that just felt symbolic and right, because it's our shared favorite meal. But tbh I was feeling SO depressed and anxious that I barely could eat any of it.

 

[laceydreams]

Panda Express + strawberry cheesecake