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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
322
I plan to CTB between April-August 2027.

I know SN lasts a couple years.
But I'm not sure how long meto, beta blockers, and benzos last.

I feel like if I had everything it would make me feel better. I keep stressing thinking my sources will close down.

I think I just got a good idea… I could buy everything now and then try to buy fresh stuff next year (except for SN since it lasts a while). If I can't buy the new stuff then I'll use the stuff I bought before that's a year old.
 
Dawnfang

Dawnfang

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
146
I say that with little knowledge and zero research, but most medicine is shelf-stable for at least several months, no? I think you could get away with keeping everything now and waiting until at least April. I'm sure you could find the exact shelf life/expiration date of the specific medicines you intend to take. A simple Google search would give you a better idea. Good luck o7
 

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