Help Update (not dead)

[goodbad&ugly777]

Update because I don't know how to edit my last post again.


I'm not dead obviously. I don't know what went wrong but I woke up on the floor with the tie still around my neck but no longer on the bar. Was pretty sick the morning after but luckily my parents had no idea about my attempt. I don't know what went wrong and I'm gonna do another attempt soon once I'm able to get some more benadryl or something else that will maybe help me ctb. Any over-the-counter medicine works. Im sorta just piling stuff onto my attempts because I assume the more stuff I take the higher the chance it works.

Any suggestions or advice on what I can take or things I can change about my attempt would be awesome. For now though I'll just get some more medicine and pills to take and try again when I have enough.

Fingers crossed next attempt goes better.
Thanks everyone <3

 

[certified_idiot]

I seems like your problem is the strength of the connection point. You can either try a more secure knot, or use a different method, like ligature strangulation, that doesn't rely on gravity.

Taking more OTC pills isn't really going to help. When I used to abuse DPH, I'd get really shakey and anxious, plus my heart rate would increase. I don't think either of those things is going to help with correctly positioning a noose and cutting off blood supply to the brain. While DPH and other OTC drugs can cause organ damage in high enough doses, that is not helpful for hanging.

If you want something to help with SI, alcohol is better than DPH, but it can still fuck with your coordination. Maybe other sedatives would work better, but I'm not that experienced with drugs.

 

[ardea]

Im sorta just piling stuff onto my attempts because I assume the more stuff I take the higher the chance it works.

to my knowledge, the more different substances you take, the more likely it is for you to regurgitate all of them (which of course renders them ineffective). additionally, the specific medications you take matter. I don't see benadryl doing anything. in any case, I'd recommend against using lots of different drugs.