Just recieved my sn

[hevnsfall]

Here i am at work. My colleague said "hey there's a package waiting for ya!"

I've opened it and there's this big-ass white 1000g jar of min 98% purity sn in my lap. My ears are ringing and i got acid reflux now and a huge knot in my stomach. I am not eager to do this. I do not feel happiness over the fact that i was able to order it using my business details. All i can think about is my mother being torn apart and my cats looking for me around the house.

Is this SI? is this me having another episode of imposter syndrome and not actually belonging even on this forum?

Fuck.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Here i am at work. My colleague said "hey there's a package waiting for ya!"

I've opened it and there's this big-ass white 1000g jar of min 98% purity sn in my lap. My ears are ringing and i got acid reflux now and a huge knot in my stomach. I am not eager to do this. I do not feel happiness over the fact that i was able to order it using my business details. All i can think about is my mother being torn apart and my cats looking for me around the house.

Is this SI? is this me having another episode of imposter syndrome and not actually belonging even on this forum?

Fuck.

Wow good luck.