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Suicide Discussion

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yourdaughterinjapan
Discussion A question - I am planning to CTB by SN soon, would anyone be interested in a thread documenting what's happening to me during it?
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25
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1K
HerculePoirot
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Potential Goodbye
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10
Views
778
Waxeye6661
Waxeye6661
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Question: father of two here planning to ctb within a week or so...
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23
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2K
overtakee
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born_carbon25
Help Process of buying SN in the UK?
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0
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412
born_carbon25
born_carbon25
BoyInTheBox
Help Jumping
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10
Views
814
BoyInTheBox
BoyInTheBox
ksp
Peaceful Suicide Methods
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51
Views
15K
Elysion
Elysion
Ambivalent1
For those who've tried hard to make a life for themselves: How do you accept that you failed and now have to ctb?
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7
Views
655
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Jumping: how do you prevent yourself from lingering at the bridge?
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3
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541
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
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Story The guilt is killing me inside so badly
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3
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913
Sid19
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Thoroughly Bored
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4
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505
90starve
90starve
Unattainable666
Suicide Attempt - Interesting - Peaceful
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2
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666
peaceindeath
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N easily available in which countries?
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7
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1K
Ernest1964
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Netvor
Tonight is the night
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32
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2K
Unknown21
Unknown21
Jamesun
Fluoxetine
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1
Views
482
Praestat_Mori
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Discussion To all those who already tried CTB
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7
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1K
CentreMid
CentreMid
Ambivalent1
When you do it, will you plan a day or just wake up knowing that the day has arrived?
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23
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1K
cami
cami
Quizzaci0us
Venting I spent 10 hours cleaning and now I'm sobbing
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5
Views
889
corazon
corazon
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Discussion For those who have already everything they need to CTB, do you get inner peace? or more anxiety?
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14
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1K
Sapphire
Sapphire
reismisery
Venting anyone else feels like this?
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12
Views
958
reismisery
reismisery
Shirokuma
Where should I take SN?
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3
Views
694
sickbeyondmeasure
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Valentino
Venting school makes me feel sick
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7
Views
524
betternever2havbeen
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IC and CCS aquarium test
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5
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503
m1v
m1v
spirittheyregone
Help Timing Your CTB? What to do before CTB?
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3
Views
838
m1v
m1v
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Happiness?
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19
Views
791
TheSpookyNameGuy
TheSpookyNameGuy
FuneralCry
Venting I wish that people wouldn’t so cruelly force life here.
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4
Views
533
TheSpookyNameGuy
TheSpookyNameGuy
terminalending
Venting Suicide feels impossible
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5
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1K
AsleepPreference160
A
xxAbigailxx
Someone in austria (Ă–sterreich) who would want to meet up?
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5
Views
896
Cøøkie
C
Dainhla
Discussion How to difference between being in denial and being melodramatic?
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4
Views
485
Aisley
Aisley
CYP11B1
Method Dorsal penile artery
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0
Views
594
CYP11B1
CYP11B1
R
Help I don't know how to do it.
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9
Views
986
outrider567
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CTB with N, Rant and what happens after it’s over
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24
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2K
Strangeasangels
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Busridin'26
New method and stupid safety "plans"
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1
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466
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
hippiepowers
Venting I am spiraling and can’t handle my home life and thoughts of future
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3
Views
417
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
Dawns
just ordered my SN
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38
Views
3K
sunsetboat234
sunsetboat234
Terrible00
Venting I hate my parents
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2
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489
Aisley
Aisley
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H2S - Help Please
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5
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1K
UKscotty
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Wanting to die is a weird goal - working to have the right to do this (peacefully)
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5
Views
431
Aisley
Aisley
generaltonight1709
charcoal in car?
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3
Views
731
generaltonight1709
generaltonight1709
G
Story Possibly made the worst decision of my life
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13
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1K
Goodgirlryeo101
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mutething
Venting My Combo of Disabilities is Affecting my Quality of Life
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2
Views
460
mutething
mutething
syyaaahhhh
I think I'm losing my mind
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1
Views
406
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
RottingCherry
Discussion Why haven't you CTB yet?
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24
Views
965
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
Fktw0rld
Bus is approaching to SN city
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3
Views
821
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Human are so cruel
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3
Views
734
oh_no191
oh_no191
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Need
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1
Views
383
Eternal Bliss
Eternal Bliss
nothingbutmybest
Method Benadryl Drowning Viability?
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7
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2K
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
G
Discussion Is Methylene Blue a good suggestion?
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1
Views
609
jemetire
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CTB Dream
Venting Move arm pain
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1
Views
467
noname223
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B
SN from IC UK
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6
Views
637
seaspray
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G
Help What do most families do if you fail your CTB attempt?
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5
Views
997
IndyAna
IndyAna
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