Venting Does anyone else have no one?

[rec]

My partner and I broke up after he wouldn't take no for an answer again if you know what I mean and now I don't have anyone left. He doesn't want to be friends either. I either have no friends or the friend I do get abuses me. People are truly evil in my opinion. I'm really lonely. Is anyone else in a similar position?

 

[MrDarkness]

I'm sorry life is like this for you currently. I hope you can find friends, my dms are always open if you need to vent feel free to dm, I hope you can find peace in life or death

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

I don't have anyone either.

 

[BRosenberger]

Same. No one.

 

[90starve]

im sorry that you have to go through this </3 im experiencing the same thing. i do have a boyfriend, but it's very clear that he is only with me because of what i can offer him. it's hard to look at the world, with all its evil, and see good people that i would enjoy spending my time with - most make it apparent that they are just out for themselves.

 

[Darkover]

yeah well the quality of people leaves a lot to be desired alot of the time it's better to have no friends or bf or gf
it's depressing i know but whats worse is ending up with someone who makes you feel all alone in the world

 

[The anhedonic one]

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I can relate all too well with how you are feeling.
I got to the stage of being emotionally burned out by people many times over until I realised that my life is better off lived alone.
Most relationships are transactional , and people are mainly stupid and selfish, and will eventually cause you suffering, even though you don't deserve it.
Sad yet true.

 

[Strangeasangels]

I don't have anyone either and I'm going to be 56 next month. My best friend for the last 12 1/2 years was a cat and she just died. I truly am alone. I hate people too. So many people sad they were there for me after my cat died but nobody is there for me. I've reached out to people and they don't get back. People are all talk. My sister told me I need to stop looking at pictures of my dead cat because I was torturing myself. I don't think that is torturing myself. It is helping me remember why she brought me so much joy. Her loss has been devastating. I can't sleep. I am drinking so much and I just feel like I am in some horrible nightmare that I can't get out of.

I hate that it is so difficult to check out. I wish I could just take a pill and go to sleep and never wake up.

 

[foreverfalling]

I have my parents but no one else. I try to stay present but all I can think about when I look at them is eventually they'll go away and I'll really be all alone. I spent effort trying to make friends but it always ends in disappointment. Everything feels so fake with people. Once they've got what they want from me then it's over. I don't spend that effort anymore, and that just assures me a lonely future with no meaning.

 

[BleedingHeartofPain]

I have nobody, and after my most recent breakup I don't trust anyone or myself. It definitely weeded out the last few people I thought I could trust.

I've always been a people pleaser and too kind for my own good.

 

[Unattainable666]

I don't have anyone either and I'm going to be 56 next month. My best friend for the last 12 1/2 years was a cat and she just died. I truly am alone. I hate people too. So many people sad they were there for me after my cat died but nobody is there for me. I've reached out to people and they don't get back. People are all talk. My sister told me I need to stop looking at pictures of my dead cat because I was torturing myself. I don't think that is torturing myself. It is helping me remember why she brought me so much joy. Her loss has been devastating. I can't sleep. I am drinking so much and I just feel like I am in some horrible nightmare that I can't get out of.

I hate that it is so difficult to check out. I wish I could just take a pill and go to sleep and never wake up.

I am so sorry to hear of your cat's passing. I understand. My little girl is 14 and has liver cancer. Not sure what I'm going to do. Ironically I've had her longer than both relationships put together and she has been much better company!!!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I don't have anyone after all of my family passed-away over the past 4 years or so. I only have one person with whom I communicate (DMs and telephone calls) fairly regularly who is, also, a member of this forum.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

My partner and I broke up after he wouldn't take no for an answer again if you know what I mean and now I don't have anyone left. He doesn't want to be friends either. I either have no friends or the friend I do get abuses me. People are truly evil in my opinion. I'm really lonely. Is anyone else in a similar position?

I have one good friend, and my mom. That's essentially it, I can't rely on anyone else entirely. My ex was someone I deeply cared about, but she's longer the large fixture in my life that she used to be.

Funny thing is she's vented to me that her boyfriend barely has time for her and it upsets her. I told her (albeit in much nicer terms) that she made her bed when she cheated on me with him.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

I have no one

 

[flightlessbutterfly]

I sympathise with you. While I can't necessarily relate to having absolutely no one, the feeling of loneliness and the inability to talk to someone about my problems and issues is something I can relate to you. Everyone deserves a friend to talk to, even if we don't usually get one.

 

[day]

I have a boyfriend however feel heavily used for … I left my whole family behind when I began my transition. Got lucky with moving near a friend but he's not incredibly stable himself. So I guess I have people but I feel like I don't.

 

[Torabol]

No one
I joined the chat a couple of times to make friends but I just felt lonely.

 

[Andarosh]

I have no one... I have never had a relationship... I do feel truly alone...
Although I also believe that people can be evil, but I believe there are people who can be good.
I once betrayed my truly amazing and only friend, which gave me a huge lesson in life...
I wish you good luck, and maybe in time you might find an amazing friend or a relationship.

 

[vitbar]

Not absolutely. I have family and a couple of friends. Outside work I hardly see anybody and experience great loneliness.

 

[winamp]

I don't have anyone
usually everyone I get close to just uses me or abandons me
I am not good at making connections with people and I have bad social skills so I've stopped trying although I wish that I had friends or just people to talk to
I think the only time I interact with people is when I come on here it may not seem like much but it's enough for me I guess I don't know

 

[Jolene79]

I sometimes wish there was no one. If there was no one I wouldn't feel tortured to keep going through what would be, for many, an absolutely horrifying existence to be honest.

 

[dctb]

over the years i've learned to somewhat accept being alone, it's kinda better than having to pretend in front of people that you're okay, or being disappointed on a regular basis, i've been exploited by people too many times. i once googled the meaning of a misanthrope (from a song lyric) and it turned out i am one. just can't stand living in society anymore

i do wholeheartedly love my dog tho

 

[Depresso]

Most of my friends have moved on with life. I feel like I should no longer be in their life since we're not on the same level of experience anymore. I have my parents, but my parents are very emotionally unavailable. Their like those friends that only want to be around you when your happy and will downplay your serious issues because "It's not fun to hear about it".

 

[landmine]

i do have two people, which are my FP and my female friend.. my Fp is actually my ex who i'm just friends with .. since he said he doesn't feel ready at all, etc, and i understand. but it does hurt me that i can't have the love i want at all. i can't help but feel empty. and theres my friend who i talk to sometimes when we wanna talk abt our FP's .. but i don't know how to talk to her either .. since it'll probably only be sad things and she wouldn't know how to respond .. ; ; the emotion called Love hurts me so much, I wish I didn't care so much

 

[kråkevind]

I don't have anyone after all of my family passed-away over the past 4 years or so. I only have one person with whom I communicate (DMs and telephone calls) fairly regularly who is, also, a member of this forum.

My life is fairly similar. My mom is my only family around and she's moving 1,500 miles away soon. I'm still stunned at the fact she's moving that far away. How have you been able to do it, if you don't mind me asking? I had planned on ctb after my mom passed away, but that was on the condition of her living her final days here. Now that she's leaving, I feel like not waiting.

 

[enough of this]

I have some friends I can count on one hand and have fingers left over.

My partner and I broke up after he wouldn't take no for an answer again if you know what I mean and now I don't have anyone left. He doesn't want to be friends either. I either have no friends or the friend I do get abuses me. People are truly evil in my opinion. I'm really lonely. Is anyone else in a similar position?

I've been in that position before. I'm sorry that's where you are right now.

 

[SkyExists]

My partner and I broke up after he wouldn't take no for an answer again if you know what I mean and now I don't have anyone left. He doesn't want to be friends either. I either have no friends or the friend I do get abuses me. People are truly evil in my opinion. I'm really lonely. Is anyone else in a similar position?

All my friends end up leaving me, I've had to get use to this, I never get too attached to anyone, and unfortunately if I feel like I do I practically punish myself, blocking them and ridding of them to avoid being hurt again.

 

[Zegers]

pretty much lonely

 

[ihatethisplanet]

Almost no one. My husband is done with me, my parents are of minimal comfort, and I have several "friends" who love to play the old game of let's get together!, I respond to the text saying, yes, when do you want to meet up, and they never text back.

I don't like most of humanity. 90% of them are just fakes that will flake on you. But don't tell them you're considering CTB! Then they'll call the funny farm on you because it makes them feel like they did a good deed.

I'm a festering puddle of bitterness and envious of the people who just pass quickly from overdoses or something that takes them suddenly. It sounds crazy, but I wish I lived in the era of barbiturates.

 

[Hikikomori1]

My deepest desires are illegal and people like me are hated by almost the entire world despite me not wanting to cause any harm of any kind.

I will always be alone and never truly be fully happy.

I also haven't had any friends since 2017 and stopped going outside regularly in 2016.