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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Venting Memory make sad
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1
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397
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Scared of potential pain with SN
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7
Views
958
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L951788
The unfortunate problem with SN
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35
Views
3K
Cantbereal
C
N
I try to pretend to be strong for the sake of my mother's health - but it hurts me
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0
Views
312
noname223
N
B
Method For people who have gastroparesis, ibs, and gastritis what methods are you using can you still do sn?
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10
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1K
Cantbereal
C
H
Would you survive SN if it moves through your system too slowly?
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64
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3K
Cantbereal
C
lostangel
Venting will never do it
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9
Views
1K
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
U
Discussion How do you book a hotel room with a credit/debit card? Can you just walk in and get a room?
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2
Views
393
ultrasharpy123456
U
makethepainstop
I need to talk to someone!
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6
Views
520
B4mbi
B4mbi
F
Tonight is the night I CTB
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16
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1K
Per Ardua Ad Astra
Per Ardua Ad Astra
L
05 December Goodbye Countdown
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18
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1K
Cantbereal
C
J
Venting What if they knew they were killing you
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10
Views
815
sevenkarmas
S
CTB Dream
Personality delusion
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0
Views
301
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
S
Why is SN the most popular option here?
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18
Views
1K
Himalayan
Himalayan
TydalWave
To All The "Pro-Life" Lurkers
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10
Views
797
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
B
Train methods, need advice
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3
Views
714
Tired_only
Tired_only
pinkdarlingg
Venting i just need it all to stop
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3
Views
461
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Daily opiod use and sn
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4
Views
357
Cantbereal
C
M
Hate tragedies like this so sad
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3
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2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sick&TiredURGH
Discussion Never understood how this woman managed this.
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24
Views
2K
Cantbereal
C
N
Help Other ingredients for SN protocol UK
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8
Views
643
nffc
N
DaatiSimi
Venting I have everything planned but each day I just want to give up and do it right now.
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6
Views
477
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Please help me survive
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49
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3K
help56
H
PressEnterToExit
Method Discussing about different opioids
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24
Views
1K
Cantbereal
C
N
A question regarding SN
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6
Views
927
nana2000
N
That's Not Me
Venting I need to ctb this week. I can no longer sustain the situation I have put myself in.
Replies
5
Views
794
That's Not Me
That's Not Me
К
Failure
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5
Views
512
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Joeydoe
Anticholinergics interfering with SN?
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2
Views
375
Cantbereal
C
A
Opiodes and nembutal
Replies
9
Views
1K
Cantbereal
C
WaveringLight
Story Hi everyone (New here)
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8
Views
732
LookingOverTheEdge
LookingOverTheEdge
T
Method Hi.Is there any anti-emetic that doesn't react with seizure medications?I am taking brivaracetam 50mg.I want to try the SN method.
Replies
5
Views
558
Cantbereal
C
DeadAtNight
  • Poll
Poll: what do you think happens after death?
Replies
40
Views
2K
releasespieces
releasespieces
C
AEs alternatives to Meto and Domp?
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2
Views
444
Cantbereal
C
G
[URGENT] I dropped my SN bottle
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3
Views
640
gwanath
G
B4mbi
Venting SN hasn’t arrived yet
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6
Views
472
B4mbi
B4mbi
goingcrazy123
Fear of Hell/Traumatizing loved ones
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26
Views
2K
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
almaranthine
Help Housing situation pushing me over the edge, any advice welcome...
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15
Views
634
UtopianElephant
U
Un-
South Africans and SN
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4
Views
315
Un-
Un-
T
Stuffs left behind
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12
Views
579
outrider567
O
Fthis
Excuses for self harm?
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19
Views
2K
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
HermitLonerGuy
  • Poll
Which Method would have a better chance of killing me?
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4
Views
476
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
E
Discussion Why are the statistics so high of doctors suicide?
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33
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2K
donewithyourview
donewithyourview
O
For those who knew people who CTB, what was the general reaction from other people
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5
Views
560
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
BornToFail
Venting This to me is the true blackpill, lol
Replies
3
Views
573
Pluto
Pluto
evey8112
They recorded their goodbyes.. Cult all kills themselves the same day.
Replies
4
Views
718
ð–£´ nadia ð–£´
ð–£´ nadia ð–£´
Primus
Am I really alive?
Replies
2
Views
388
LiminalFantasies
LiminalFantasies
reverse03
Is it worth to ctb?
Replies
6
Views
935
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Theendxx
Venting CTB with SN soon?
Replies
9
Views
882
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
ikadasui
Discussion Do you think most surgeons and doctors genuinely want to save some of their patients?
Replies
10
Views
553
Ta555
T
U
So how do you measure sn with the kitchen scale?
Replies
8
Views
714
Thisisntitdawg
T
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