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Suicide Discussion

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Max1714
  • Question
Venting Stop the hurt
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2
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141
Max1714
Max1714
ar.fweo
Dont know where my life is heading
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0
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114
ar.fweo
ar.fweo
G
Fear
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0
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85
Gal1ctic
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lovelulu
  • Question
Help any good over-the-counter meds?
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4
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245
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
NotSoEnchanted
ECT: ‘reset’ my brain
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12
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885
LetMeOut67
LetMeOut67
vampyrzelda
Method Would you use a pump action shotgun or double barrel shotgun?
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2
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176
vampyrzelda
vampyrzelda
vampyrzelda
Discussion Did a suicide in your life at a young age affect your decision?
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0
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100
vampyrzelda
vampyrzelda
madokolover
Venting IM ANGRY
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2
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208
Defatigatis
Defatigatis
B
Venting I feel like a curse to everyone in my life
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1
Views
186
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
thesighofleaves
SD has SN again
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1
Views
271
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
S
Venting impulsively tried to hang myself last night
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1
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287
_wishforwings
_wishforwings
meowme0w
Method trouble choosing method
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2
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709
akira.kewl
akira.kewl
O
Method Amygdalin/Cyanide Poisoning
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4
Views
223
OperationOblivion
O
woofwag
Is N even in circulation anymore?
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21
Views
1K
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
Fresh Soju
When you get real drunk and start saying you'll kill yourself in public
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0
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172
Fresh Soju
Fresh Soju
3/4Dead
Thinkng about breaking up with my boyfriend and shooting myself again uh oh
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3
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188
wine is fine but
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M
  • Question
Jumping - Parking garage - ctb (UK)
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29
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948
uselessmanz
U
meowme0w
Help SN???
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10
Views
846
lolipop8
L
undecidedfool
Venting I was stupid and asked for help
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6
Views
494
JassieDusk
JassieDusk
L
Venting Today - vent thread
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0
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94
LittleJem
L
W
I think I found DSL?
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6
Views
406
blush
blush
sunstone
Help Failed at FSH, ended up in the hospital with a dislocated shoulder
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8
Views
690
sunstone
sunstone
knowledgeseeking
Ordered SN today and figuring out my protocol.
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3
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168
ohsosleepy
ohsosleepy
S
Help Things to do before an attempt
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13
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859
socksnsandles
S
P
Is this overdose legit?
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2
Views
175
i_am_done
I
suicidalcatlady
Desperate and miserable but too traumatized to off myself after failed attempts
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7
Views
531
cluefixphantom
C
ScornedStoic
Venting I had an SN connection & lost it, now I'm certain I want to ctb & don't know how to replace it
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6
Views
1K
redsendtend
redsendtend
redsendtend
Order SN to post office? (UK)
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0
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83
redsendtend
redsendtend
bubblebunny
Help Have you guys tried conscious manifestating / loa?
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9
Views
468
Tobacco
Tobacco
S
why do you want to ctb?
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14
Views
437
internallybeautiful
internallybeautiful
dubstep_penguin
CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!
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2
Views
448
internallybeautiful
internallybeautiful
thgilrats
Help Minimising trauma for a sibling
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5
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400
Uncounted1846
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LK_OP
Story Caffeine OD is TERRIBLE
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5
Views
358
rkk3
R
Liebestod
Waiting for death
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3
Views
316
Chronical_Suicidal
Chronical_Suicidal
W
Hi guys - my introduction post
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5
Views
388
Passenger4224
Passenger4224
W
SN from DSL picture?
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8
Views
560
DanLip22
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V
Is anyone else a maladaptive daydreamer?
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9
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235
aesthetic
aesthetic
X
life hack: sleep the pain away
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11
Views
296
Always-in-trouble
A
hurb
does anyone else feel aggressively unlucky
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7
Views
242
Passenger4224
Passenger4224
ykoizy
Would this work?
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12
Views
365
socksnsandles
S
A
help
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1
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117
socksnsandles
S
EmptyBlackSoul
Story My Suicide Countdown Journal
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8
Views
928
EmptyBlackSoul
EmptyBlackSoul
D
What does the SN packaging from dsl look like when it arrives?
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5
Views
239
DanLip22
D
WidowIsBae
Method Castor beans or SN?
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4
Views
413
Forveleth
F
Pryras
6 years on this site and I’m still here
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3
Views
298
iset
iset
unluckysadness
PPH update : Potential of synthetic opioids (march 2026)
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2
Views
313
intr0verse
intr0verse
U
Where you can test the potency of your N?
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1
Views
152
intr0verse
intr0verse
v0id
Venting i want someone to die with
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11
Views
922
one million years
one million years
1
Is this a viable method
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0
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143
1559827
1
N
Would anyone be kind enough to review my rope choices for FSH?
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7
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302
noiloone
N
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