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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
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I used to wish there was some kind of afterlife, that would be better than this. But even if there is a possibility that it will be just as bad or even worse, I think I wouldn't want to risk it.

I know that every hope is just a trap. But I think I will still allow myself to hope for this.

The idea of ceasing to exist feels like complete relief.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
171
me too , but if god doesn't exist there will not be an afterlife, at least the one mentioned in Abrahamic religions
 
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SilentNight1998

Member
Aug 18, 2026
5
I used to hope of a pleasant afterlife but recently I think I have become so tired and so fatigued that I think I would rather the nothingness.
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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I believe in afterlife but my greatest fear is to reincarnate.
 
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Widow39

Member
Aug 16, 2026
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I know many people who died and for sure none came back in any form to confirm it was something after... So in my opinion, there is nothing, just like a dead animal, a dead plant or whatever, you die, you rot and the life continues without you.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,523
that's one reason why eternal Non-existence is better than living this life or another life after Death ; any second a human or other animal is living there is always the possibility of falling into a trap of chronic constant extreme pain or suffering so bad it's a billion times worse than the worst one can imagine

this life / brain thing is such an abomination because the brain can continuously constantly torture any human or animal with a brain. even insects can get chronic pain https://www.smithsonianmag.com/smart-news/insects-can-experience-chronic-pain-study-finds-180972656/


to me it seems most humans don't know any of this and instead are programmed to look at the supposedly good or "beautiful " or enjoyable things . however the most horrible things and worst pain outweigh those fleeting meaningless pleasureable things by a million times.

and there is no protection from the most unbearable pain no guarantee. except only one Non-existence forever

so Permanent Non-existence is the only perfection

I know 1 micro second after my brain dies I will cease to exist for all time.

there is no evidence for any afterlife reincarnation or soul ever
 
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darkshadownice

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Dec 9, 2024
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I believe in afterlife but my greatest fear is to reincarnate.
Same. I'd like to think death really is the end, but the idea of reincarnation terrifies me. Maybe the Buddhists were onto something with Saṃsāra.
 
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bananaolympus

Arcanist
Dec 12, 2024
416
I get you when i attempted and nearly died my believes were than there was nothing after death, now not so much maybe things like reincarnation is a subconscious desire of having another go at life specially when you feel such a big failure like i do
 
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