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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hĂĽperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
591
It feels weird to have people tell me going just because cI an't have him isn't enough, he's my everything and if I can't exist in a world where we aren't together then what's wrong with that? It's my life, and my decisions..
Maybe to someone else the love of their life leaving isn't enough, and maybe other people want to move on with someone else, but I don't want to
 
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SD2007

SD2007

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Apr 19, 2026
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People who haven't lost someone that they truly loved can't understand it. Some people just see their relationship end and move on which I think is insane.
I lost the love of my life a few weeks ago and I won't be living without her and I think it's a fair thing to do
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hĂĽperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
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People who haven't lost someone that they truly loved can't understand it. Some people just see their relationship end and move on which I think is insane.
I lost the love of my life a few weeks ago and I won't be living without her and I think it's a fair thing to do
That's also what I think.. I saw someone say "it's not worth it to die for someone who wouldn't die for you" but I truly don't care if he would or wouldn't, it's a matter of principle.. I'm devoted and loyal through and through, he is the love of my life and I won't move on from him or it, I want to die knowing he was in my heart
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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I know exactly how you feel.. I'm wishing the best for you. ❤️
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

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Jul 19, 2026
591
I know exactly how you feel.. I'm wishing the best for you. ❤️
Thank you.. I've bought SN and I hope I'll be able to go through with it as soon as possible, it feels useless to go through life like this, without him..
 
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