Venting Feeling insecure + I miss him p3

[fluorescentpearl]

It feels weird to have people tell me going just because cI an't have him isn't enough, he's my everything and if I can't exist in a world where we aren't together then what's wrong with that? It's my life, and my decisions..
Maybe to someone else the love of their life leaving isn't enough, and maybe other people want to move on with someone else, but I don't want to

 

[SD2007]

People who haven't lost someone that they truly loved can't understand it. Some people just see their relationship end and move on which I think is insane.
I lost the love of my life a few weeks ago and I won't be living without her and I think it's a fair thing to do

 

[fluorescentpearl]

People who haven't lost someone that they truly loved can't understand it. Some people just see their relationship end and move on which I think is insane.
I lost the love of my life a few weeks ago and I won't be living without her and I think it's a fair thing to do

That's also what I think.. I saw someone say "it's not worth it to die for someone who wouldn't die for you" but I truly don't care if he would or wouldn't, it's a matter of principle.. I'm devoted and loyal through and through, he is the love of my life and I won't move on from him or it, I want to die knowing he was in my heart

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I know exactly how you feel.. I'm wishing the best for you.

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I know exactly how you feel.. I'm wishing the best for you.

Thank you.. I've bought SN and I hope I'll be able to go through with it as soon as possible, it feels useless to go through life like this, without him..

 

[voidstar]

I'm in the same boat and I completely understand. I don't want a life without him in it. I don't want anyone else either. He's given me such love and joy, I can't do this without him. He's my soul mate and I'll never find someone like him again. 33 years on this planet and 9+ relationships have shown me as much.