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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
sleazyyyy
Venting If I'm good enough, why don't I have anyone but myself?
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7
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640
dirkw83
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rainwillneverstop
+50 Peer Support Thread
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18
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3K
LostHighway
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alreadyfound
Why does parental divorce make people suicidal?
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5
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438
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
  • Question
Do you pretend to hold an imaginary girlfriend/boyfriend when going to bed at night?
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42
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1K
CowardKnight
CowardKnight
lameemo
Anyone else just struggling to choose what method they want to use?
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5
Views
410
ZeroRedz02
ZeroRedz02
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Help SN source on Ebay
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3
Views
301
bluupup
bluupup
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Can you die if you take a lot of weed?
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3
Views
216
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
cocobutter
Discussion Sn protocol with benzo?
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3
Views
349
luchayamor
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I think I have a good CO/Grill setup
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16
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1K
deadlyace13
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shaggydootv
Id love to go soon
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2
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237
Feldsparc
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Ways to die in the bath?
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2
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209
EuclidianMisery
EuclidianMisery
EuclidianMisery
Help Coach me out of this stupid method.
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20
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1K
EuclidianMisery
EuclidianMisery
m3nhera
  • Poll
My family makes me want to blow my brains out
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30
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1K
m3nhera
m3nhera
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Frankly, do you think you'll ever actually do it? :-/
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146
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8K
dirkw83
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SongOfTheSwamp
Venting Does anyone else ever sometimes feel like killing themselves out of spite?
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4
Views
291
SongOfTheSwamp
SongOfTheSwamp
shiny_quill
Help What should I do with my savings?
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8
Views
403
shiny_quill
shiny_quill
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Leaving, but years from now.
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2
Views
390
EvaKay
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mindcancer
Method A guide to GHB
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67
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17K
wakeawake
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dreaming_of_pearl
Discussion Living with Bpd and autism is just waiting for the other shoe to drop.
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3
Views
564
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
blood...
  • Question
how does the chat function work?
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9
Views
512
CarbonBased
CarbonBased
farawaystara
I'm done
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3
Views
181
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
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5800mg seroquel? I've already asked about seroquel before but have no other option
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1
Views
125
isthisthingon
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Help What’s the risk of getting a wellness check after buying SN from MIC
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4
Views
616
pedro3211
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GT Darkarage
Discussion Do you know any who ctb at home?
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3
Views
271
memo
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Crematoryy
It hurts not to be loved, how it hurts
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7
Views
281
CarbonBased
CarbonBased
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Venting Everything is my fault
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2
Views
230
ForeverOutcast
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Crematoryy
Do what you have to do, this world no longer belongs to us
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3
Views
279
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
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Discussion How did the previous generation cope?
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23
Views
648
Mrs. T-800
Mrs. T-800
angelkissed
Help Peaceful pill ehandbook
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1
Views
231
atre
atre
dogemn
  • Question
Discussion What is the "nothing" that comes after death?
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10
Views
502
unkown00
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jisatsu88
How the hell did he get SN through the court security?
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6
Views
315
bloodmoonhypothesis
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Steff1337
  • Question
Discussion Have you ever been in a mental hospital?
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23
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1K
ZwartHartje
ZwartHartje
youremy
reality struck
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2
Views
414
DeathSweetDeath
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shaggydootv
Everyday i go to bed wishing i dont wake up
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5
Views
251
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
Facsimile1204
Story I can't believe I've ruined my best chance to CTB for the foreseeable future.
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7
Views
901
Bitter Almonds
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  • Question
Help What kind of rope is best?
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0
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196
LongJacks
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blackmoldonwall
Different pov when its about suicide
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1
Views
137
burninghill
burninghill
lovelulu
Help I think im going to do it tonight.
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2
Views
273
CarbonBased
CarbonBased
C
I’ve developed my unconventional method
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9
Views
667
Bitter Almonds
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S
Venting today is my cat's 1st death anniversary
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4
Views
234
dirkw83
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Shotgun positioning guidance
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3
Views
414
NeedToGoNow12
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Help Will Quetiapine IR (Immediate Release) be an adequate substitute for Benzo/barbiturates for SN method?
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2
Views
280
shaggydootv
shaggydootv
shabloolator
Venting I don't actually want to kill myself, it's more the circumstances I'm in that I feel like I have no other choice
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11
Views
856
shabloolator
shabloolator
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Help Is the source of Nembutal real or not?
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42
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2K
mjolnir
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GasMonkey
Method Inert gas setups gallery. Show your setup
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111
Views
31K
User8
User8
Cat-soul
Help Help with CO ctb
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3
Views
596
Cat-soul
Cat-soul
alreadyfound
Story I called the suicide prevention hotline today
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12
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1K
darksouls
darksouls
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Help Im at the hospital and I told them that I want to die
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14
Views
772
Isolatedloner
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LoveIsLonely
Venting I was held involuntarily and now I can't trust anyone.
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7
Views
274
pedro3211
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RENOX
Story Any people with access to fire arms?
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9
Views
461
RENOX
RENOX
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