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Suicide Discussion

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Venting No fucking will to live but not enough will to die
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3
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482
Nolongerlive
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B
Venting done with life....
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1
Views
223
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Bishop
Help The pain is worse day after day
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1
Views
195
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
LastDayOnEarth
Is it true that when a person chooses to die mentally, the body starts giving up
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9
Views
620
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
An Empty Soul
Site recommendation
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2
Views
279
EndThatSuffer
EndThatSuffer
sweetdecadance77
Venting ptsd / cptsd and relationship avoidance
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2
Views
309
sweetdecadance77
sweetdecadance77
N
Venting I have nothing going on with my life
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5
Views
402
NihilusVan
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The Disqualified
Venting Been feeling too horrible lately
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0
Views
195
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
Q
Venting death
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6
Views
690
qwert3948
Q
Lextyle
Decision to suicide can never be regretted
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17
Views
898
qwert3948
Q
W
Resource thc makes life better
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2
Views
252
starboy2k
starboy2k
Saponification
Venting People are lame
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0
Views
274
Saponification
Saponification
flowerbythewater
blessed by the gods
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1
Views
210
behindtheveil
behindtheveil
S
Hanging q
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4
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392
sickofeverything
S
Alreadylate
Irritable Bowel Syndrome and SN
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6
Views
304
rkk3
rkk3
W
can you get high off nembutal.
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13
Views
671
LastNite
LastNite
lovelulu
Im a stupid retarded bitch and my best friend is better than me in every way
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2
Views
373
fadedghost
fadedghost
C
Does your family get access to your phone after the police go through it?
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4
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379
Misanthrope0000
Misanthrope0000
A
NSFW Dying in Dreams and Trying to get over the Fear of Dying
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3
Views
465
abstractcat7
A
P
Venting Venting
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2
Views
251
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
meiherasayuri
Venting I lost hope
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1
Views
302
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
H
Making Assisted Suicide Mainstream now!
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0
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278
hercules0501
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bellaisdonewithlife
Not sure if I’ll take myself out soon or if I’ll somehow find a way to stay alive, but these are some things I wanted to do while I’m still alive.
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1
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236
AnonymousCat1
A
deadpool55
Getting close to CTB-ing with SN
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1
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321
AnonymousCat1
A
L
Method Car paint
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1
Views
235
AnonymousCat1
A
S
Anyone try od via aconite?
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0
Views
190
sickofeverything
S
T
Is there anywhere public and accepted we can upload our suicide notes to?
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5
Views
590
AnonymousCat1
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A
I really don't think there's a better option, but the survival instinct is too strong.
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2
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522
AnonymousCat1
A
ButterflySucideBaby
The idea that there's no hope & I really do need to kill myself is an oddly motivating force.
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5
Views
489
AnonymousCat1
A
GASLIGHTER7000
anxiety will kill me
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10
Views
696
softfur
softfur
chargirl
There's so little of me left; if I shot myself, what would I be killing anyway?
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3
Views
297
AnonymousCat1
A
LonelyPrince
Venting I'm not taken seriously.
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17
Views
567
AnonymousCat1
A
WeAreHereWeAreGone
Greetings from Maryland
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1
Views
199
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
S
Help Alcohol and partial hang
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0
Views
356
sickofeverything
S
insectontrial
I impulsively tried to CTB last night.
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0
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372
insectontrial
insectontrial
S
Venting 1
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1
Views
235
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
notevenhere
i am a. coward and i think that’s the first step to accepting ctb.
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4
Views
413
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
F
Getting kicked out soon, I have no money saved and I have nowhere to go. Need help for plan b
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4
Views
450
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
dust-in-the-wind
The truth of what happens when we die.
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1
Views
368
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
hahahahhkjsk
Venting ruined my life and at a point of no return. wat nou?
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8
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1K
Death Diviner
D
B
Discussion Immodium/Loperamide + tonic water
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4
Views
241
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
nintendo64
Method partial hanging test
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34
Views
4K
praythestars
praythestars
MyRightMyWay
My experience with Ethylene Glycol, ask away ?
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23
Views
1K
Dontwant2Bhere
D
S
opinions on zopiclone?lorazepam? Good benzo? I have some and QUETIAPINE they say that's a good AE
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1
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169
SDB
S
Mint Floss
Venting Think I'll kill myself next year if I don't graduate
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7
Views
463
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
Lou_Charthethird
I’ve forgotten almost everything.
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0
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252
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
Vizzy
Goodbye Thread - CTB Today
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230
Views
47K
purebliss
purebliss
Rihan
Where are you writing your suicide note, and how are you sending it?
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1
Views
349
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
BrokenByTheSystem
Anyone else is self-sabotaging itself? Not taking care of health, waiting for a disease to force you to go once for all?
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18
Views
701
PainThreshold
PainThreshold
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Venting "Suicide isn't selfish" is complete bullshit and I'm a coward
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9
Views
687
Spongiform
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