Dying for love.

[HFK40000]

The only thing I ever wanted in life was to be in love with someone who felt the same way. I met her last year and she is absolutely prefect in every way. She broke up with me and we stayed friends for a while but then she ghosted me in April. My Ctb date is set for the end of the month and losing her was my final breaking point. Now that my estate plan is settled all I can do is wait for the right day. Then it's goodbye forever. I would absolutely stay alive if she were to talk to me. If I could even be a small part of her life it would mean the world to me.

 

[sherlock]

Try and approach her again. I can kinda relate. My main push back from CTBing is the girl I love, even though she doesn't love me back but her existence gives me that last spark. I can totally relate when you say "being a small part of her life means the world to me". I feel exactly the same.

I advise you to approach her one more time.

 

[HFK40000]

Try and approach her again. I can kinda relate. My main push back from CTBing is the girl I love, even though she doesn't love me back but her existence gives me that last spark. I can totally relate when you say "being a small part of her life means the world to me". I feel exactly the same.

I advise you to approach her one more time.

I have been trying to reach out to her. I would never approach her physically. Her favorite band reunited last week and I asked her if it would bother her if I went to the show. She responded that we would have to have an in depth conversation first. That was a week ago and now it's back to silence. Losing her is not the only reason I want to die but loving her was my only reason to be alive.