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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
278
This concious experience is just full of pain and suffering. I understand some people have good lives, but stars really have to allign in order for this to be enjoyable. You have to have all your needs met, be healthy and phisically, otherwise it's just suffering. Not to mention a lot of those needs are rigged. It's just not always in our control, sometimes we can't do anything about it. And human brain has its hedonistic adaptations and other bullshit mechanisms that make happiness into a chore.

If there is some god, or a higher being responsible for this. I'm not afraid to say they are either sadistic or extremely incompetent.
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
719
gods either doesn't exist, they abonded their creation, we forgot their correct existance, or play a higher level game that isnt able to direct influence it.

to be honest a lot of this shit is humanity made. humanity is the mistake imho. not that i believe in gods tho
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,129
Yes, it never should, this existence truly is a mistake, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty, torture and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, it's just so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all.

To exist truly does mean to suffer and it's suffering so futile and unnecessary, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most dreadful, torturous burden to me, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, to me existence itself is the true problem and the suffering and torture this existence causes is endless with existing beings in agony every second.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
425
"In the beginning the Universe was created. This had made many people very angry and has been widely regarded as a bad move."
― Douglas Adams, The Restaurant at the End of the Universe
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
568
No. I think the stars of the universe are amazing. I think the universe is magnificent.
 
miekorevvv

miekorevvv

Member
Aug 8, 2024
19
it would have been better indeed since by then there will be nothing ad the thing about nothing is that its the most neutral form possible where no good or bad no justice or injutice no suffering or pleasure these concepts wouldnt have even existed and we will all 'even tho "we" wont be a concept by then) would all by non existent and there wouldnt be anything to think of or worry about because worrying and thinking wont even exist
my biggest wish in this world is to make myself non existent and part of the void which is impossible considering i got born and the concept of me is present i just want to achieve my inexistence and earase any reference/trace or even the fact that i or the concept of me was there
 
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Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
293
Damn that one fish that had to jump out of the pond 3 billion years ago.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Wizard
May 7, 2025
627
One person's painful death ain't worth all the happiness ever
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Member
Jul 4, 2026
79
Philosophers and writers have been saying this since forever (Schopenhauer comes to mind, but Leopardi's Dialogue between Nature and an Icelander talks about this too), but it's ultimately a wrong perspective: even if existence was actually only suffering (which is up for debate), and even if that suffering wasn't somehow justified by some transcendent or immanent superior truth (like it is in the great religious systems, for example), that would only be about human existence, not the universe as a whole, which is itself neither good nor bad, but just is. But also from a purely human perspective, if the universe hadn't existed, the result wouldn't be the absence of suffering, but pure nothingness, since there wouldn't be anyone left to experience the absence of suffering itself.
 

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