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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
J
Yesterday, I got one step closer to my end
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2
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275
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Venting I’m trying to think of reasons not to CTB but I can’t
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5
Views
424
Manfrotto99
M
FF777
i have to CTB in 1 day and i'm scared
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40
Views
3K
Manfrotto99
M
Honeybee
Venting Found out I'm blocked by someone I wanted to apologise to
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0
Views
173
Honeybee
Honeybee
Passenger4224
Discussion "If you truly wanted to CTB, you'd be able to do it."
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20
Views
965
+lostdog+
+lostdog+
Tyra
Morphine pills + benzos or SN method?
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2
Views
249
hdead
H
M
I detest my SI
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0
Views
202
Manfrotto99
M
+lostdog+
Quelling Fear Of Death?
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4
Views
276
+lostdog+
+lostdog+
4
Help how to handle extreme feelings of guilt?
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12
Views
555
4Das
4
L
Help Fear
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0
Views
195
luna674
L
Endstati0n
  • Poll
Discussion Will you post a Goodbye thread when you CTB?
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7
Views
262
Riaxd
Riaxd
c4di
Venting i really dont know what to do anymore
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2
Views
349
Manfrotto99
M
yui.
Incredible sense of loneliness even when surrounded by people
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7
Views
280
sacrilegeofsouls
sacrilegeofsouls
S
Are all suicidal people depressed?
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22
Views
756
Manfrotto99
M
F
A Sign or Just a Coincidence?
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0
Views
140
ForeverOutcast
F
suicidebysourdough
  • Question
SN without benzos
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7
Views
454
tooafraidtodiez
T
Isac7385
Method If I buy nitrite salt for curing cured meats, will it work?
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1
Views
262
Praestat_Mori
P
burninghill
Double suicide always intrigues me
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13
Views
875
Agnes Tachyon
Agnes Tachyon
P
I Plan to ctb tonight with sn
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7
Views
422
Penelope12
P
RestlessTaiga
"You're a wild card"
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0
Views
171
RestlessTaiga
RestlessTaiga
meowalyst
  • Question
going to ctb tomorrow, question
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17
Views
1K
meowalyst
meowalyst
biodegradableurn
Rate my fucked up setup
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9
Views
777
ceilingabove
ceilingabove
N
Discussion FSH in Tree
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5
Views
286
Praestat_Mori
P
C
Venting last reason not to ctb gone
Replies
2
Views
290
strangelove
strangelove
notsosillybilly
Discussion what is your ideal suicide method and why?
Replies
67
Views
3K
hlchoo
hlchoo
OneAndOnly!!
Venting too dependent on online friends
Replies
1
Views
212
LastNite
LastNite
compulsoryaliveness
Venting Is everyone just a cunt?
Replies
5
Views
442
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
DezDestiny
Help Is it easier to jump off a tall structure, or blow my head off?
Replies
6
Views
614
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
J
Venting There’s no point anymore
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0
Views
209
jbs123
J
blinkblink
Venting Holding myself accountable to suicide
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8
Views
553
blinkblink
blinkblink
T
Venting Stressed about finances/future
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0
Views
199
ThatStateOfMind
T
Spite
Venting I am incompatible with this world
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10
Views
933
mysticall
M
Disabledfromjump7
SN interest
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2
Views
261
Disabledfromjump7
Disabledfromjump7
Tyra
My suicidalness has briefly lessened after I stopped leaving the house
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0
Views
170
Tyra
Tyra
Le temps perdu
Venting As my SN’s expiration date approaches, I feel more and more pressure.
Replies
7
Views
387
Ultimatefighter
Ultimatefighter
F
What to leave for friends
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3
Views
238
yui.
yui.
falling_snow
Venting Bp and lm is gen depressing
Replies
2
Views
163
Grasp of darkness
Grasp of darkness
alicemalice
Help partial hanging advice
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13
Views
3K
alicemalice
alicemalice
Serena 2026
How people see us?
Replies
14
Views
757
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
F
Discussion Tell me your story, I feel comforting in that.
Replies
1
Views
205
Mgelanie
Mgelanie
fallen.dove
  • Question
Method thoughts of buying firearm in pl (need help)
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8
Views
1K
PugnaEnjoyer2137
PugnaEnjoyer2137
UninformedLover
Discussion What will you do if you end up never committing suicide?
Replies
60
Views
2K
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
snafu
ideal location for suicide?
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16
Views
739
mustard tiger
M
blazemyexistence
  • Poll
I want to cut so bad
Replies
8
Views
343
blazemyexistence
blazemyexistence
I
In case of a desperate situation what method would you use?
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32
Views
2K
zoidberg
Z
meowalyst
Method charcoal carbon monoxide questions
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3
Views
379
meowalyst
meowalyst
TheLastGreySky
Discussion The Dead Narcissist Pedophile
Replies
2
Views
394
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
P
Venting I can’t bring myself to book the hotel room
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2
Views
252
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
hmnow
Has anyone witnessed a live stream of a suicide??
Replies
8
Views
651
Estrella87
E
geepeedee
posting from the psych ward
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19
Views
701
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
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