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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

Sorry for my wording
Dec 10, 2025
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It feels like I can never bring myself to take that final step. Even though everything is prepared, I always find excuses to put it off. my sn will expire next April, and I know that if I miss this opportunity, I may never find peace. i was wondering why do all the different "exit" options keep disappearing? why are they becoming more and more restricted? It makes me feel even more discouraged. A peaceful way out is a universal human wish.

I don't like this feeling of being pushed by an invisible force. I know my time is running out, and I'm starting to feel anxious again
 
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Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
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In case airtight and waterproof storage in a dark place it can stay 5-10 years usable. I case of storage in a glas jar air tight, with water and air removing baggies and kept in a dark place could even be 10-30 years
 
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Grasp of darkness

Grasp of darkness

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Jun 27, 2026
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Did you make a mistake in typing? April is still 9 months
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

Sorry for my wording
Dec 10, 2025
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In case airtight and waterproof storage in a dark place it can stay 5-10 years usable. I case of storage in a glas jar air tight, with water and air removing baggies and kept in a dark place could even be 10-30 years
sometimes i worry that if i wait until the very last acceptable time, the purity might not be good enough, it's packaged in a very thin bag. but thanks for the information ❤️
Did you make a mistake in typing? April is still 9 months
sometimes I think I would rather use it a few months before it expires, just to be safe. I guess I'm a bit too risk-averse.
 
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dirkw83

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Mar 4, 2026
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Hmmm rumor has it that DSL has a new website, possibly you will be able to order again soon
 
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There's no way you can find a new source & order more? Inert gas is also out of reach?
Hmmm rumor has it that DSL has a new website, possibly you will be able to order again soon
There are plenty of other sources.
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

Sorry for my wording
Dec 10, 2025
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There's no way you can find a new source & order more? Inert gas is also out of reach?

There are plenty of other sources.
I'm terrible at finding sources. I bought my current sn from an online seller in my country a long time ago, but all the listings have since been taken down.
but thank you, I'll keep trying to figure something out
 
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Jun 6, 2026
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In case airtight and waterproof storage in a dark place it can stay 5-10 years usable. I case of storage in a glas jar air tight, with water and air removing baggies and kept in a dark place could even be 10-30 years
I want to say the glass jar needs to be laboratorium grade and its brownish, also make sure the closing has a special laboratorium sealing. Im not sure the name of this but if you ask ai it will tell you
 
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