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pedro3211

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Jun 10, 2026
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It's stupid but I can't bring myself to book the hotel room because it feels like then it becomes a reality that I'm going to CTB. I wish I lived alone
 
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ilovecats1

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Apr 15, 2026
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i feel you... i couldnt bring myself to go pick up the sn i bought three days ago myself
 
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Then just wait. If possible, just wait until you feel ready.
 
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