Tyra
Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
- Jul 22, 2026
- 95
I obviously can't stay inside forever. And eventually people will also come to the house maybe (I have bad social anxiety).
But for a short amount of time. No one has come to the house. I have not left my home to see anything in the outside world.
It feels like time is paused. I obviously can't stay like this forever tho.
I get lonely at night sometimes but loneliness isn't that painful anymore.
Sometimes I will get PTSD flashbacks but my head feels so foggy that I can't really keep thoughts in my head that long or pay much attention to them. They have also lessened because I'm not going out into the outside world so I am sheltered from everything.
I also been napping half of the day, so there's not much to think about.
I still will CTB but it's a weird feeling that I don't immediately want things to end in this exact moment.
But for a short amount of time. No one has come to the house. I have not left my home to see anything in the outside world.
It feels like time is paused. I obviously can't stay like this forever tho.
I get lonely at night sometimes but loneliness isn't that painful anymore.
Sometimes I will get PTSD flashbacks but my head feels so foggy that I can't really keep thoughts in my head that long or pay much attention to them. They have also lessened because I'm not going out into the outside world so I am sheltered from everything.
I also been napping half of the day, so there's not much to think about.
I still will CTB but it's a weird feeling that I don't immediately want things to end in this exact moment.
