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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
gwensaysgoodbye
Venting I need pills to sleep. I hate this.
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3
Views
385
Bishop
Bishop
askmeifimatree
I would like to attempt tonight with SN. I’m really tired.
Replies
4
Views
401
Ima-username
Ima-username
Ilostmytoast
Venting Lying to yourself that things are ok or will get better
Replies
6
Views
508
Bishop
Bishop
walaman
Story Feeling Alone on my birthday
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1
Views
203
flowerbomb
flowerbomb
G
Is fentanyl testing for a CTB kit even worth it?
Replies
2
Views
285
LostHighway
L
stepanch1k
Venting I’d rather kill myself than seek help
Replies
8
Views
525
whywhywhy
whywhywhy
B
Venting is continuing my life even worth it?
Replies
2
Views
289
bianglala
B
tiemedowm
Help Method/SN
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0
Views
281
tiemedowm
tiemedowm
Aknu132
Venting Not being loved hurts so fucking much
Replies
14
Views
720
Aknu132
Aknu132
E
Help Anchor points for hanging
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2
Views
496
erpelwatcher
E
Sakura.
I can't even leave my room anymore
Replies
2
Views
361
rosynov2
R
C
For those of you with stomach problems, do you still consider using SN for CTB?
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2
Views
159
NoHorizon
N
anonymage
I can't hang myself, could someone help me?
Replies
4
Views
391
anonymage
anonymage
myquest
Hello!! :DD
Replies
13
Views
344
myquest
myquest
SilentSiren
Go for full suspension or try to see about getting SN?
Replies
2
Views
442
tooafraidtodiez
T
WhyMe123
GHB - why was megathread deleted?
Replies
0
Views
241
WhyMe123
WhyMe123
unluckysadness
Dying of sadness (Marjane Satrapi's case)
Replies
3
Views
227
VanillaCake
VanillaCake
Saponification
Venting Thinking about doing it.
Replies
0
Views
177
Saponification
Saponification
tiemedowm
Venting planning to do it
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0
Views
211
tiemedowm
tiemedowm
P
Venting Survived my attempt.
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2
Views
676
uklad38
U
Sakura.
Suicide - the last and only positive thing that can happen in my life
Replies
3
Views
452
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
U
Venting Complaint against hospital worker
Replies
4
Views
360
uklad38
U
Leonard_Bangley39
Don't listen to music while cutting
Replies
1
Views
416
eatantz
eatantz
here_for_now
The chance is right thereb
Replies
1
Views
154
darksouls
darksouls
embr3ce2026
Discussion what's everyone's go to music when they're feeling really suicidal?
Replies
48
Views
2K
PainRemains
PainRemains
Gomomon
I really wanna leave today but its impossible and its killing me
Replies
6
Views
646
Gomomon
Gomomon
C
FSH Question?
Replies
31
Views
2K
erpelwatcher
E
Dandelion's
Discussion What do you think will happen in the future?
Replies
6
Views
269
bb142342
B
O
Would you kys in my shoes?
Replies
5
Views
779
SighCry
S
ZeroRedz02
Method I will use the 48 hour regimen with a plus
Replies
0
Views
156
ZeroRedz02
ZeroRedz02
N
I have never been a patient person- venting if you have time or desire to read
Replies
1
Views
290
never mind me
N
VegasLyra
Discussion How big of a piece of shit would I be if I hung myself in my room and let my family find my body?
Replies
17
Views
1K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
hurts2b-old
Venting Gotta fucking be dead soon
Replies
1
Views
221
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
thefaunasystem
Venting SN confiscated under poisons act
Replies
4
Views
492
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sakura.
My “Tomino’s Hell”
Replies
4
Views
374
wayn
wayn
EndlessRage
Help i feel very conflicted
Replies
8
Views
407
EndlessRage
EndlessRage
lovelulu
Venting I think im being groomed
Replies
6
Views
484
Dot
Dot
U
Really need to go now
Replies
5
Views
559
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
DoomedDarkCircles
At this point should I finish my final paper and graduate at least or just kill myself
Replies
8
Views
356
Reeincarnation
Reeincarnation
tobeistosuffer
Full suspension pain
Replies
12
Views
2K
erpelwatcher
E
U
Trying to ctb asap?
Replies
4
Views
398
hdead
H
S
how to cut deeper?
Replies
3
Views
359
ConfusedClouds
C
T
Discussion If you are given the option to turn back time to a certain point (up to you) or be able to have voluntary assisted dying. Which would you choose
Replies
28
Views
751
NeverHis
NeverHis
SMG08ABUSER
Strange feelings
Replies
1
Views
158
tooafraidtodiez
T
P
I tried partial hanging, I was about to faint
Replies
0
Views
173
Penelope12
P
loveletter4you
I haven’t eaten or slept in 2 weeks &’ have been drinking constantly. will this best set up my od?
Replies
3
Views
421
taker_of_insulin
T
Sakura.
My last day of "life", in a way.
Replies
3
Views
624
mawsonia
M
lovelulu
Help trying to find/buy SN, but its all so expensive.
Replies
6
Views
443
lovelulu
lovelulu
iwashere
Discussion Destroying my life + Spain
Replies
7
Views
579
iwashere
iwashere
yellowdangerinesss
Venting a thread for when i want to rant, vent, and feel like i want to be dead
Replies
0
Views
174
yellowdangerinesss
yellowdangerinesss
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