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Suicide Discussion

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Kayla
It's been 7 months since I survived taking SN
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56
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3K
Kayla
Kayla
Chemi
Venting Maybe The Most Agonizing Death Is What I Deserve
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10
Views
445
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
A
Venting death is being forced on me. everything I do leads to failure. the world just wants me gone.
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0
Views
189
abel777
A
unluckysadness
PPeH 2026 ?
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6
Views
800
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
TwoQuarks
Any Algerians here? 🇩🇿
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1
Views
84
ScholarOfDespair
ScholarOfDespair
I
Ordered my SN
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5
Views
276
Kazu Ha
Kazu Ha
LostAllHope666
Discussion I'm in love with fictional characters
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30
Views
2K
TragedyWillFindUs
T
Just_So_Numb
It ran out.
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4
Views
287
Just_So_Numb
Just_So_Numb
esquizorzin
Venting Just a little venting about this method
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0
Views
270
esquizorzin
esquizorzin
D
  • Question
Discussion Will you miss out on anything if you CTB?
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23
Views
447
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
freakypossum
Venting Dreading christmas dinner with family
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2
Views
174
TragedyWillFindUs
T
F
Partial rope position to avoid pain/vomit
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3
Views
456
Fated
F
ScaredtoTry
Venting Ruined christmas
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1
Views
188
noroominthishell
noroominthishell
Siamese Believe
What are your thoughts on ctb due to ugliness?
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5
Views
256
Afterglow
Afterglow
animetal
Ctb
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2
Views
233
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
The end of the year is the worst time to be alive
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1
Views
131
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
godforbidpain
Venting no one and nothing will ever care
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2
Views
274
lastsunset
lastsunset
noroominthishell
Discussion inadequacy and guilt, maybe nothing new
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9
Views
402
noroominthishell
noroominthishell
Wrath
Discussion Responding to antiacid discussion
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8
Views
1K
VioletWitch
V
Kazu Ha
Venting The end is near
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1
Views
218
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
Illegal Preclear
Discussion I bought another rope.
Replies
7
Views
627
Forveleth
F
dontletthembribeyou
Method How to make sure my body isn’t found?
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6
Views
859
dontletthembribeyou
dontletthembribeyou
C
Help Pain
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0
Views
151
Carryline
C
S
Venting Most people can't take a fraction of humiliation I'm going through. Yet I'm expected to just suck it up.
Replies
12
Views
904
ScaredtoTry
ScaredtoTry
iamnotadinosaur:(
  • Question
Who decides what clothes you get buried in?
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3
Views
243
a4001
a4001
IzzyK8176
Method How to buy a gun?
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6
Views
345
Liebestod
Liebestod
Ekim
Story Why the hell my life turn out so pathetic
Replies
0
Views
187
Ekim
Ekim
notevenhere
can someone double check my SN list ingredient to CTB successfully? Thank you!
Replies
0
Views
193
notevenhere
notevenhere
RosebyAnyName
Discussion Is there any hope for the social failures?
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5
Views
217
Forever Sleep
F
braintorture
Catching the bus today
Replies
59
Views
4K
braintorture
braintorture
KattinKai!
Venting Reminder I'm a doll
Replies
1
Views
155
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
B
Gas purity needed?
Replies
1
Views
137
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
L
Venting wasted another day in bed
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3
Views
271
fadedghost
fadedghost
Theresnoescape
Darknet market need help
Replies
1
Views
366
Theresnoescape
Theresnoescape
Goth_tt_B
Shower Thought
Replies
0
Views
206
Goth_tt_B
Goth_tt_B
T
Discussion Life insurance and will paperwork setup at my ctb site?
Replies
0
Views
160
turkishcoffee77
T
AngelTear
Best Way to Get a Gun? (USA)
Replies
9
Views
378
marksofdespair
marksofdespair
zdeweilx
Discussion What would you spend your savings on before CTB ?
Replies
34
Views
1K
Arb
Arb
Arb
Hate theres no magic medication
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0
Views
133
Arb
Arb
Jisatsu
Discussion Ctb soon not stating a method ... and not giving a date for specific reasons...
Replies
6
Views
431
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Insomniac Butterfly
Venting Forlorn hopes and venting
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0
Views
125
Insomniac Butterfly
Insomniac Butterfly
squillykilly
Venting Drawing is hard rn
Replies
6
Views
360
DaBair
D
lukewarmlemon4de
don't want to kill my self, don't really want to live either
Replies
17
Views
718
traingirl
traingirl
sadidiot0328
Venting New Art.
Replies
2
Views
146
sadidiot0328
sadidiot0328
kuroshimi
Venting I'm not in New Year spirit.
Replies
7
Views
331
calebzz1
calebzz1
A_Spartan_Dead
Discussion "Dying on the street or dying in war, which do you choose?" Hope I have a heart attack by NYE.
Replies
4
Views
208
A_Spartan_Dead
A_Spartan_Dead
S
Suggest afterlife, suicide or similar genre based movies
Replies
17
Views
562
inkmage333
inkmage333
Kazu Ha
Venting It's too late
Replies
2
Views
232
boyafraid
boyafraid
J
Failed attempt. Got laughed at by the NHS
Replies
23
Views
2K
RunDown
RunDown
bubblebunny
Venting I win the worst 2025 award
Replies
3
Views
333
pris
pris
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