soaringskies
alone and sublime
- Apr 22, 2026
- 27
tws for sh and what not, kinda funny to say that on this website but better safe than sorry
ive had to stop cutting since my mom found out. i still live at home, not culturally acceptable to move out anyways. got my knife taken away but reluctantly given back to do art stuff.
i csnt go back to it. my moms asked to see my scars before. horrible stuff. the closest ive gotten is hitting myself. and that jusf makes me feel more stuoid
its so weird. i dont like people knowing shit about me and suddenly my moms yelling abt my scars in the middle of the house and bringing it up to my doctors. and randomly getting mad at it for me. i havent even done shit recently as well but she makes it work
all my emotions ahve been so out of waxk recently. everything feels like its at 110%? if im slightly upset i cant stop myself from making a face physdicsllt or stop myself from reacting . when im happy its fine, but its bever as extreme as my negative emotions. im randomly crying over shit, reasonable shit, but straight 0->100 bursring out in tears throwing stuff violently sobbing.
it might be related to my autism, but its only started to get worse recently
man this should would be so much easier if i was dead . fml
needed to get this out or id start pulling my hair out (which ive already started justtuffing ar it so bars low...)
ive had to stop cutting since my mom found out. i still live at home, not culturally acceptable to move out anyways. got my knife taken away but reluctantly given back to do art stuff.
i csnt go back to it. my moms asked to see my scars before. horrible stuff. the closest ive gotten is hitting myself. and that jusf makes me feel more stuoid
its so weird. i dont like people knowing shit about me and suddenly my moms yelling abt my scars in the middle of the house and bringing it up to my doctors. and randomly getting mad at it for me. i havent even done shit recently as well but she makes it work
all my emotions ahve been so out of waxk recently. everything feels like its at 110%? if im slightly upset i cant stop myself from making a face physdicsllt or stop myself from reacting . when im happy its fine, but its bever as extreme as my negative emotions. im randomly crying over shit, reasonable shit, but straight 0->100 bursring out in tears throwing stuff violently sobbing.
it might be related to my autism, but its only started to get worse recently
man this should would be so much easier if i was dead . fml
needed to get this out or id start pulling my hair out (which ive already started justtuffing ar it so bars low...)
