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happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

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I can get a pistol in my country legally but I'm uncomfortable with using it on the head so heart is the only option. Where do I place the gun exactly? I don't care if it takes a while to die. No one would come to rescue me.

So where exactly should I place the gun to target the heart?

no fear mongering please I've no other options :(
 
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k41tlynn

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Jun 24, 2026
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if your uncomfortable to do in the forehead center which will immediately make u unconscious, then your not ready for any method. this is the mindset that just leaves people disabled.
 
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happysunnydayy

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if your uncomfortable to do in the forehead center which will immediately make u unconscious, then your not ready for any method. this is the mindset that just leaves people disabled.
If gun to the heart goes wrong I'd atleast recover rather than being a vegetable if I shoot the head. Also I'm doing with someone so I want it to be less traumatizing for both of us
 
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k41tlynn

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Jun 24, 2026
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If gun to the heart goes wrong I'd atleast recover rather than being a vegetable if I shoot the head. Also I'm doing with someone so I want it to be less traumatizing for both of us
vegetables are not conscious, if you wanna live as just say that. it sounds like u don't even wanna do it fr. being dead will most likely be like being a vegetable. so if you would rather recover then your not truly suicidal. at least not suicidal enough
 
happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

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vegetables are not conscious, if you wanna live as just say that. it sounds like u don't even wanna do it fr. being dead will most likely be like being a vegetable. so if you would rather recover then your not truly suicidal. at least not suicidal enough
Why are you being so rude? I don't wanna live.
 
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k41tlynn

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Jun 24, 2026
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rude would be like insulting you I'm just pointing out the inconsistent things your saying. you don't wanna live but u don't wanna be brain dead... what do you think dying is? your scared and your basically preparing to mess up, you refuse to be efficient because your scared. either u want it or not. u most likely wont recover, instead you'll be disabled and regret. you'll either wish you did it more efficiently or not at all. so I'm telling u rn to save u from more pain and regret. do it efficiently or not at all
 
sacrilegeofsouls

sacrilegeofsouls

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Jun 14, 2026
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Okay well let's ignore everything else WHO told you you can recover from gun to the heart going wrong bro you'd still have major fucking complications that would make your life hell
Quite frankly there is no suicide method that you can recover from properly incase it goes wrong best you could say is od on over the counter stuff but those aren't even methods they're listed as non methods more importantly those still could give you organ damage not very fun. You could hang, brain stays without oxygen for too long and you'd have brain damage upon waking up if the attempt fails
If something has a good chance of killing you completely it has an even better chance of permanently damaging your body basic math so no suicide method that would actually work has a guarantee of a permanent damage free recovery if it fails. So quite frankly if you're gonna choose to ctb with that idea in mind you couldn't choose any method at all especially not a shot to the heart there's a bunch of important shit near your heart lungs your spine is kind of behind it too your esophagus you're gonna hit something important no matter what and be disabled if it fails.
If gun to the heart goes wrong I'd atleast recover rather than being a vegetable if I shoot the head. Also I'm doing with someone so I want it to be less traumatizing for both of us
 
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fluorescentpearl

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Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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If you are not found yes you can die, I guess you should start by finding the heart (maybe do some exercise to get the heart beating very fast?) so you know where it is, study up on anatomy.. I'm not sure, I saw you're going with someone, with who? I'm curious to hear more
vegetables are not conscious, if you wanna live as just say that. it sounds like u don't even wanna do it fr. being dead will most likely be like being a vegetable. so if you would rather recover then your not truly suicidal. at least not suicidal enough
This is absolutely insane and wrong to say what the fuck is wrong with you
 
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k41tlynn

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Jun 24, 2026
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If you are not found yes you can die, I guess you should start by finding the heart (maybe do some exercise to get the heart beating very fast?) so you know where it is, study up on anatomy.. I'm not sure, I saw you're going with someone, with who? I'm curious to hear more

This is absolutely insane and wrong to say what the fuck is wrong with you
I don't see how its I think your just overly sensitive. I mean does she wanna die or not. you influencing her to do a less efficient method Is way worse than what I did. dead>>> disabled
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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I don't see how its I think your just overly sensitive. I mean does she wanna die or not. you influencing her to do a less efficient method Is way worse than what I did. dead>>> disabled
Telling someone they "don't even rly wanna die fr" and they "aren't suicidal enough" is extremely heartless and rude, people will be scared even if they need to die, it is normal, what about that is overly sensitive????? And I'm not influencing anything, I'm answering a question to someone asking smt
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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So where exactly should I place the gun to target the heart?
Just going to say it's not as far off to the left as people think. But idk it make me nervous although side of head makes me uneasy too.
I'd prefer chest for less of a mess.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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No fear mongering? With that method? Sorry, but you're asking the impossible.

Not in the heart, because survival rates of those who try to CTB by shooting themselves in the heart are just too high. The problem is that it seems straightforward when in reality it is not.
 
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Live_Life55

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Jul 16, 2026
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The heart is protected by the ribcage and breastbone, making it a difficult target. To hit the heart, a bullet must enter at a very specific angle, usually low on the left side of the chest, to avoid bouncing off the bones.

Because of this protection, many chest shots miss the heart entirely. The bullet often hits a rib and deflects, injuring the lungs, liver, or stomach instead. Even when aiming for the center of the chest, the bullet can bounce upward toward the shoulder or downward into the intestines.

This is why head shots are more common for those intent on suicide. They offer less room for error and cause immediate effects, whereas chest shots carry a higher risk of survival due to missed vital organs.
 
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Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
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The heart is protected by the ribcage and breastbone, making it a difficult target. To hit the heart, a bullet must enter at a very specific angle, usually low on the left side of the chest, to avoid bouncing off the bones.

Because of this protection, many chest shots miss the heart entirely. The bullet often hits a rib and deflects, injuring the lungs, liver, or stomach instead. Even when aiming for the center of the chest, the bullet can bounce upward toward the shoulder or downward into the intestines.

This is why head shots are more common for those intent on suicide. They offer less room for error and cause immediate effects, whereas chest shots carry a higher risk of survival due to missed vital organs.
This is a good way of saying it, from what I know without medical help you can die from a shot to the lungs as well but I wouldn't risk that specifically, thank you for not being rude to OP 🧛🏻‍♀️
 
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Estrella87

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Jul 27, 2026
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It's not such a bad method imo even if personally i wouldn't do this.
I know a girl who ctb this way years ago, a 9mm gunshot in the heart, and she succeeded and as far as I know she didn't suffer at all as the cpr told her family that her death was almost instant, she was found still laying on her bed kind of peacefully and she even had an open casket burial.
 

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