Venting thought about jumping in front of a train today :) too bad it was going way too slow.

[imreadyplayerone]

all i could imagine was my legs getting ripped to shreds by the wheels or treads whatever you call them. i quit my job a year ago and i have just been living off my savings i realised i could never save enough so i have just stopped i had like 20k in total now i have nothing.

i have been spending all my money really fast lately. i think my times coming to a end 21 years of "life" what a waste i hope i get better luck next go around.
can't find my knife sharpener..blunt knife here i go

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

No using a knife, please. It sucks, but you'll have to find a method that actually works. I can't financially support myself either and wish I could CTB already

 

[imreadyplayerone]

i know i can't kill myself with a knife but i can hurt myself
haven't cut like like 8 months
started again today

 

[fluorescentpearl]

Cutting w a knife is bad and can get infected quickly since they're not sharp enough and it's more likely to bruise since the skin gets torn

 

[imreadyplayerone]

Cutting w a knife is bad and can get infected quickly since they're not sharp enough and it's more likely to bruise since the skin gets torn

it's usually very sharp i keep it sharpened, i can't find my sharpener rn. but its still quite sharp it cuts well maybe not razor level but it does the job. also with the infection thing who cares? like oh no i have a infection hope i don't DIE.

 

[dearn]

Don't use a knife, it's extremely painful and most of the time it's not sharp enough u will just agonize. Be careful . Also I like your pfp, very funny may you find a safer way

 

[imreadyplayerone]

trust me its sharp enough, also thanks i made it myself its the cock want boing boing guy if you didn't know