Venting thought about jumping in front of a train today :) too bad it was going way too slow.

[imreadyplayerone]

all i could imagine was my legs getting ripped to shreds by the wheels or treads whatever you call them. i quit my job a year ago and i have just been living off my savings i realised i could never save enough so i have just stopped i had like 20k in total now i have nothing.

i have been spending all my money really fast lately. i think my times coming to a end 21 years of "life" what a waste i hope i get better luck next go around.
can't find my knife sharpener..blunt knife here i go

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

No using a knife, please. It sucks, but you'll have to find a method that actually works. I can't financially support myself either and wish I could CTB already

 

[imreadyplayerone]

i know i can't kill myself with a knife but i can hurt myself
haven't cut like like 8 months
started again today

 

[fluorescentpearl]

Cutting w a knife is bad and can get infected quickly since they're not sharp enough and it's more likely to bruise since the skin gets torn