• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
I
Help I want to ctb even though life has been peaceful recently.
Replies
9
Views
1K
sorrow_sparrow
sorrow_sparrow
BabyCamus
Venting Loneliest I’ve ever been
Replies
13
Views
1K
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
Wishing2di3
Do you feel like you’re just placating them?
Replies
2
Views
404
Wishing2di3
Wishing2di3
roadtogo
Sourcing sn medication
Replies
0
Views
297
roadtogo
roadtogo
L
Method I've got a question
Replies
2
Views
494
Scythe
S
M
Questions about SN method medications
Replies
4
Views
407
Mysteries
M
oooobeeeeii
What should I expect from SN
Replies
26
Views
1K
roadtogo
roadtogo
Emptied_soul
Discussion Does anyone else pretend to be fine in front of people?
Replies
22
Views
893
Linty Leans
Linty Leans
A
Venting My body makes me suicidal
Replies
5
Views
958
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
m1v
Confessed to my psychiatrist that I will CTB
Replies
31
Views
2K
CellarBoy
CellarBoy
LocalAngel
Sayonara Everyone~ <3
Replies
51
Views
3K
CellarBoy
CellarBoy
G
Discussion Why almost everybody is auto destructive in some way.
Replies
11
Views
1K
Gonnerr
G
ppie41
Venting I don’t know what to do
Replies
4
Views
531
ppie41
ppie41
BeautifulMosaics
I am stuck in this cycle like some fairytale. By day: Optimistic and trying to improve, By night: tormented by intrusive thoughts and willing to CTB.
Replies
4
Views
590
Uncensored
Uncensored
mushroomdug
how has your mind changed?
Replies
5
Views
2K
Nitrohelpasap
N
Min-Ho
Help I'm worried about how they'll feel after
Replies
1
Views
410
AngelicPsychedelic
AngelicPsychedelic
SuicidalSheep
What should I write in my suicide note?
Replies
9
Views
689
Never Alive
Never Alive
Gypped
What was the closest you got to ctb
Replies
39
Views
4K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
I want to thank everyone here
Replies
15
Views
959
ThatStateOfMind
T
oooobeeeeii
Is SI and a will to live different things???
Replies
5
Views
687
Dying Alive 00
D
oooobeeeeii
How did you pick out a date for ctb?
Replies
5
Views
679
yive
yive
Zaragoza
Help I need your advice on me skipping my classes.
Replies
7
Views
1K
Kasumi
Kasumi
K
Promethazine
Replies
1
Views
799
Dying Alive 00
D
CTB Dream
Venting Weak no power
Replies
1
Views
430
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
thankyou
Venting Told my partner I was suicidal, their reaction was a lot
Replies
2
Views
661
poa.alpina
poa.alpina
A
stupid idea
Replies
16
Views
745
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
waRmblanket
Ctb prevention :/
Replies
13
Views
1K
waRmblanket
waRmblanket
Braindead Atheist
Time to shut down.
Replies
7
Views
1K
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
Sideways Glance
Method My SN regimen plan
Replies
18
Views
1K
roadtogo
roadtogo
CTB Dream
Discussion Absurd life nonsensi
Replies
2
Views
451
yive
yive
weonaestupida
Venting Metáfora
Replies
1
Views
357
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PeopleAreWeird
Suicide prevention makes me want to ctb even more.
Replies
11
Views
931
waRmblanket
waRmblanket
LateForTheBus
Venting Feeling guilty
Replies
8
Views
1K
LateForTheBus
LateForTheBus
Dumbass
Help Any SN sources in Canada??
Replies
3
Views
472
Min-Ho
Min-Ho
mynamessamuel
whats your dream way of CTB or just dying in general ?
Replies
30
Views
2K
Lost in a Dream
L
I
Need help im scared and dont know if i want to die
Replies
5
Views
569
ifeelsobad
I
Ellipsis
Break up before my CTB then got a call from the suicide prevention line
Replies
20
Views
1K
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
nlpgirl99
Venting Life is a scam
Replies
3
Views
977
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BlackWednesday
Life has nothing to offer
Replies
2
Views
399
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
WaitingToGo
Grapefruit Juice with Opiods
Replies
8
Views
576
targz
targz
M
sodium nitrite. Brief instruction.
Replies
0
Views
630
Moon2023
M
A
Discussion Go to a doctor!
Replies
5
Views
947
Storyteller
Storyteller
woosch11
need advice
Replies
0
Views
364
woosch11
woosch11
oooobeeeeii
Hard drug overdose and cbt?
Replies
7
Views
973
oooobeeeeii
oooobeeeeii
Catching_the_bus
Why is it so hard for pro-lifers to just LISTEN to our point of view instead of trying to change it....
Replies
9
Views
518
Storyteller
Storyteller
G
Failure
Replies
6
Views
572
Ki_Nam
Ki_Nam
xthebesttrash:3
SN source
Replies
2
Views
405
xthebesttrash:3
xthebesttrash:3
nlpgirl99
Venting Pain
Replies
5
Views
483
nlpgirl99
nlpgirl99
D
Beta-blocker OD
Replies
1
Views
511
downndone2
D
U
Venting I don't stand up for myself anymore
Replies
4
Views
437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
You must log in or register to post here.
Top Bottom