ThisSillyMindofMine

ThisSillyMindofMine

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Is anyone able to send over a reliable place to buy SN either through PM or the comments? Desperate to walk that rainbow bridge.
I found a site selling for 65 USD.

Also see a lot of products on Amazon featuring 6% curing sodium nitrite salt. Could a does be lethal if taken all at once despite the low percentage?

Sorry, I know there are a lot of posts talking about this already, but no solid answers from what I've seen. Just people asking for PMs. Any info is appreciated thanx !! :)
I'm 5"3, about 98 pounds btw. Don't think it would take much to take me out. Almost died once taking a bunch of sleeping pills, prescription meds and ibuprofen when I was 13 but was found at 4 AM. Given this info, could I be likely to croak from pills and alcohol or sodium nitrite at 6%?
 
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All of the sources I knew about dried up. Many of the websites have been shut down. Some just stopped selling it.
 
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suicidalloser

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All of the sources I knew about dried up. Many of the websites have been shut down. Some just stopped selling it.
So SN will become like N? Permanently inaccessible.
It's all my fault, for blowing my only chance at a somewhat peaceful death. Seeing them dump it down the drain was like watching them violently cut me with a blade.
 
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So SN will become like N? Permanently inaccessible.
?

I'm sure it will always be available somewhere in the world. My guess, the US and other countries will know the countries where it's still available, and be on the lookout for it coming in at customs. I wish I would have bought N when I had the chance.
 
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suicidalloser

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?

I'm sure it will always be available somewhere in the world.
This isn't Marle looking for Crono somewhere in the world, this is a grim reality that SN is gone for good and suffering will be worse than ever.
 
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loyalskateboard

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I know of two legitimate sources, you'll just have to do some digging. It might be hypocritical but I don't feel comfortable sharing the names. Curing salts won't work afaik. If it does, ya girl is ordering some stat :pfff:
 
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SN needs to be over 95% or it won't work.
 
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befree

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So SN will become like N? Permanently inaccessible.
It's all my fault, for blowing my only chance at a somewhat peaceful death. Seeing them dump it down the drain was like watching them violently cut me with a blade.
This thread should answer your question:
 
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suicidalloser

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This thread should answer your question:
I know of two legitimate sources, you'll just have to do some digging. It might be hypocritical but I don't feel comfortable sharing the names. Curing salts won't work afaik. If it does, ya girl is ordering some stat :pfff:
There's nothing funny about gloating about having legitimate sources of SN while others suffer by the simple fact they have no sources.
 
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suicidalloser

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Of course it´s not funny. That's why I wrote this, to make it clear that you should be careful with sources and not post too many details on the forum.
I quoted @loyalskateboard with that regard.
 
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There's nothing funny about gloating about having legitimate sources of SN while others suffer by the simple fact they have no sources.
... I wasn't gloating. It's just a personal moral code. I acknowledged it's hypocritical, I just don't want to help someone ctb even if in a minor way. My apologies if it came across as me being arrogant or malicious to other people. The laughing emoji was about me ordering curing salts if it actually worked. From my knowledge it doesn't, but I thought it was a funny joke.

It's possible to find those sources with a couple of hours of googling. Maybe even less. Also if it makes you feel better, I don't even have any SN. I was locked in a psych ward for trying lmao
 
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suicidalloser

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... I wasn't gloating. It's just a personal moral code. I acknowledged it's hypocritical, I just don't want to help someone ctb even if in a minor way. My apologies if it came across as me being arrogant or malicious to other people. The laughing emoji was about me ordering curing salts if it actually worked. From my knowledge it doesn't, but I thought it was a funny joke.

It's possible to find those sources with a couple of hours of googling. Maybe even less. Also if it makes you feel better, I don't even have any SN. I was locked in a psych ward for trying lmao

I had mine dumped out—both at the end without a gander.
 
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I'm going to be honest @suicidalloser , I don't understand what that phrase means. I tried googling but I still didn't understand. I replied as best as I could from what I could comprehend.
 
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I'm going to be honest @suicidalloser , I don't understand what that phrase means. I tried googling but I still didn't understand. I replied as best as I could from what I could comprehend.
Most probably don't. Mayb not even them.
 
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At the end of the line—without a second glance.
 

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