I do have empathy for those who will grieve, just thinking about how to conceptualise of it?
We all die. One day, I hate to think about it, but I will be standing at my parents graves. Or even my sisters. Or kids. it's a part of life people don't want to think about. but in my view, if someone willingly does it, then they had a reason. It hurts to know their life was so painful, but in a strange way it gives me peace to know they are at rest now. as humans, that's our burden. to be aware of how miserable we are, unfortunately. In the end, everyone dies, and years will pass, and the sun will blow up and the end. Do what you believe is right. if they truly understand and love you, yes they will hurt but they will understand. but on the other side, if you are going to, don't forget to live it up before hand. Party, spend time with family, spend your money, eat good, who knows, you might want to stay a while <3