Anyone else want to die because life is horrifying?

[Ambivalent1]

It's probably my PTSD but I always feel on edge and extremely uncomfortable.

 

[90starve]

yes - im horrified by the evil actions of others, im untrusting and paranoid all the time. im horrified by the fact that if i continue in life, i may very possibly remain a wage slave even into my 70s.

the future holds so much pain, and so does the past - the idea of living just terrifies me!

 

[wristcutangel]

The world is really scary, there's so many things that make me feel so on edge I don't think I can ever fully list them.

 

[Darkover]

me too like something terrible is about to happen right around the corner probably because something already has like getting a brain injury
it's a constant state of dread and uneasy and uncomfortable

 

[redeyepiranha]

I'm always anxious like everything can go wrong. I don't think any good moments overweigh the bad ones.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, of course I do. I despise existence itself and I view it as being hellish and undesirable, it's such a terrible punishment existing in a world where chance so cruelly determines everything, where there is unlimited potential to suffer endlessly, the only relief for me lies in death, there is no relief from suffering as long as one is trapped here.

 

[Unknown21]

Me. Life is unbearable.

 

[Littlebeeme]

It's probably my PTSD but I always feel on edge and extremely uncomfortable.

Yes! I hate to admit it, but sometimes I'll go on those gore websites and look at the comments… all talk about wanting to kill, hatred towards woman, racism etc. It's terrifying. I have this internal fear that every person I see is hiding an evil inside them and it makes me question even living

 

[Hunter2005]

I mean I really can't blame people for wanting to take themselves out nowadays. This is by far the worst era in life, I mean men can't be men anymore, women are becoming masculine, people can't afford to buy a house or rent an apartment by themselves and many more. It's just going to keep getting worst. If you weren't born rich life sucks big time.

 

[sometimes.sometimes]

Yes because anything can happen at any moment. I will have some days that are filled with peace and happiness, but something always happens to interfere with that. It sucks, especially since those things leave a long, horrible, lasting impact on my life.