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iamsadandinnocent

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Jun 10, 2025
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I just saw some photos of people dying with cyanide and SN, and gosh they looked horrifying (not being disrespectful), I do not want to be found like that by my family, they will be in trauma for life, I know it will still be traumatic for them but that blue-red body, I don't think anyone can take that, I don't think I will go forward with SN, any poison or drug that can kill me but won't make my body look like that? Please can anyone tell
 
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Buffy

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The best option might be opioids
 
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Jul 9, 2025
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it's a huge problem for me too this blue corpse and brown blood. that's why i'd like only cops will find my body. traumatic for them too but they have seen other awful things. but hanging, shooting or go under the train are not very attractive too... Nembutal is the best option i think for a clean body but we're in 2025 and only a very few people can get this. going to switzerland ? at least 10 000 bucks and no one says if they will agree. really unfair...
 
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iamsadandinnocent

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Yit's a huge problem for me too this blue corpse and brown blood. that's why i'd like only cops will find my body. traumatic for them too but they have seen other awful things. but hanging, shooting or go under the train are not very attractive too... Nembutal is the best option i think for a clean body but we're in 2025 and only a very few people can get this. going to switzerland ? at least 10 000 bucks and no one says if they will agree. really unfair...
Yup, looks like we don't have much choice in dying either, life is hard till death
 
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