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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
557
So tired of life. I want to ctb peacefully and never exist again. Life is brutal and there is no reason for me to continue. I don't post much anymore because I'm so tired.

Hoping to CTB next year.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all of us here. I'm tired, too. I don't have anything to look forward to, either. I just have to get where I need to get to and then get the hell out of this forsaken place. I hope we can both realize our peace as soon as possible.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
I'm sorry as well, I completely understand. I feel Constantly drained, trudging through this Thing they call life. You're exactly right, it can be very brutal and downright toxic. I've seen enough, I want no Fckn part of it . I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Hoping to CTB on the 4th after some fireworks.

I wish you Nothing but the best in whatever may happen, Godspeed. -
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I'm tired too bro, I can't see myself living longer tbh
 
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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
i've hit rock bottom, if i still had it, i would do it. it was only because the police showed up that i couldn't do it then
 
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istheretrulyalife?

Ser Alexander V
Jun 14, 2023
130
There are a lot of people with your feelings on here. I've had those feelings countless times, but I can't claim to truly understand your feelings. I just hope you find peace in the near future.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
So tired of life. I want to ctb peacefully and never exist again. Life is brutal and there is no reason for me to continue. I don't post much anymore because I'm so tired.

Hoping to CTB next year.
Yes, existence is truly exhausting.
This so-called life just sucks everything out of you.
We are trapped in this brutal torture chamber world, and everything eventually leads to suffering.
So sorry you are going through this too.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,332
So tired of life. I want to ctb peacefully and never exist again. Life is brutal and there is no reason for me to continue. I don't post much anymore because I'm so tired.

Hoping to CTB next year.
I can fully understand you, life is so tiring and everything becomes a burden. We just want to exit peacefully to be relieved from this suffering we have to endure. I hope you can find peace!
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
i've hit rock bottom, if i still had it, i would do it. it was only because the police showed up that i couldn't do it then
You let it just slip through your little grasp, huh?
 
The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
As far as living goes, I feel like one of those marathon runners on the very last mile of a grueling run.
 

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