It's been a few days since I left the psych ward everyday my mood goes up and down I'm so tired of the mood swings and I'm on medication.mood stabilizer and anti psychotic.i have major depression and probably either bipolar 2 or bpd. I just wish I had someone I'm so tired of being alone. I'm tired of being hopeless depressed sad I wanna hug. I'm trying to be positive as a struggle with a agoraphobia, I'm so tired of feeling low feeling down. I wish I could be a kid again. I feel so hurt when I'm down life feels impossible. Is anyone there? Is anyone hearing me? I'm burnt out if I can find a easy way out that would be great. Nobody is gonna live my life for me. Leave my home for me. I miserable I don't wanna do this please don't respond if you're a pro lifer does anyone understand please respond if you understand what I'm saying
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endlesschatter
CTB asap
- Aug 30, 2026
- 161
I'm so sorry that you are facing this mental torture every moment of your day..i know how it sucks. We are the prisoners of our own brain.
You are not alone however. You've got us. Feel free to talk to us. We are all sailing in the same boat and we are here to support you in every we possibly can. And feel free to be a kid again who's on a long summer vacation with no holiday homework. Just do what you love to do. If it's just resting on the couch and watching TV or may be playing with your teddy, those are just some examples in case that could relate.. Be the kid you were , no one's stopping you.
sleepytime5
I'm trying, really
- Jul 13, 2026
- 66
I'm not a pro lifter and I understand this, bipolar depression really is something, it literally shuts down your body, so not much you can say to it, you might need lamictal too as it's known to help depression, but some people are treatment resistant, try and find the right treatment for this and maybe lower your anti psychotics because they are known to give anhedonia and lack of motivation, bipolar 2 should rather require anti depressants and mood stabilisers
discernment
Member
- Aug 11, 2026
- 94
I'm sorry that you're in so much pain right now, I wish I could give you a hug so i'm sending a virtual one instead
Somewhat Suicidal
surviving in anhedonia =/= living, lost hope
- Aug 26, 2026
- 80
I understand, it's the same experience I had when I left the psychosomatic clinic 3 months ago. Everything has been deteriorating since then. I even tried to get more help since then but most of my efforts have just been torpedoed by the weirdness of the German health care system and its inability to provide anything helpful in a timely manner... or anything sustainably helpful at all really for the past 10 yearsSimilar threads
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