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Suicide Discussion

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M
Ordered my SN and other thoughts
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4
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516
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
U
My SN's getting checked at customs
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10
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738
FallFadesIntoWinter
F
S
I thought I could be happy again but everything got worse
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8
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506
Forever Sleep
F
D
How much does N last after being opened and exposed to air?
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3
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679
Talvikki
T
CTB Dream
Venting Strugglr type
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7
Views
792
Forever Sleep
F
lylas
How do you feel about others dying?
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5
Views
537
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
R
Discussion Relief
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2
Views
359
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Niirvana
They will see
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5
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541
theboy
theboy
leeloosnow
maybe ctb early wed am
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9
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850
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
N
Venting I hope i will do it soon
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3
Views
380
theboy
theboy
U
Good news, they released my SN from customs. It's now in transit to the post office. Also I have a question
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2
Views
423
ultrasharpy123456
U
evolutionerror
My Descent into Madness
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27
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1K
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
NeverEndingPain
Suffocating
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11
Views
702
NeverEndingPain
NeverEndingPain
spectraltease
Do/did you self-harm?
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24
Views
748
achromatic
achromatic
ImYourDancer
Help me on the SN method
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5
Views
620
PressEnterToExit
PressEnterToExit
klm
Venting SN overdose
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7
Views
631
PressEnterToExit
PressEnterToExit
J
Venting don't know how to live with this
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6
Views
688
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
zurukunai
do you think it’s possible to make it look like an accident?
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24
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1K
achromatic
achromatic
S
pentobarbital vetrerinario
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6
Views
603
mrscat
mrscat
britter
Discussion Getting Unbelievably Desperate
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4
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
gomenasai
Antiemetics and chances of vomiting
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3
Views
530
gomenasai
gomenasai
Hollowillow
Venting I can't stop crying in terror (too long sorry.) Stories of abuse I need a hug
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11
Views
2K
NoWayOut22
NoWayOut22
Hell-On-Earth
Venting I want to end my life, I feel trapped
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7
Views
711
NoWayOut22
NoWayOut22
makethepainstop
Discussion Should I seek MH counseling and medication?
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6
Views
470
lifeisadream
lifeisadream
H
Discussion Hell after suicide
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18
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1K
Why Me?
W
I
Where do you plan to ctb?
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26
Views
922
almaranthine
almaranthine
Notwinnernotawin
Failed suicide attempt... again
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2
Views
803
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jupit3rs
The normalization of suffering
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23
Views
1K
actual_fox
actual_fox
Menschenmühle
I failed
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25
Views
2K
CandyCane
CandyCane
E
How to CTB with others in the house
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9
Views
1K
Someone123
S
almaranthine
Discussion Deciding what’s best for your pet(s)?
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0
Views
368
almaranthine
almaranthine
CHXX
Help Is it possible to buy benzos without a prescription in China?
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2
Views
436
helplessness
helplessness
nolongersuicidal?
Method Charcoal, frying pan
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6
Views
2K
sunburst
sunburst
StrangeAndDeath
Discussion Does anyone else want to end the world?
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33
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2K
lachrymost
lachrymost
A
Anyone else just waiting for family members to die off first?
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30
Views
2K
planningmyexit
P
S
Help Does Bromopride work as an Antiemetic to SN?
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1
Views
298
ImYourDancer
ImYourDancer
Octogenarian
  • Question
Getting an Rx
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0
Views
222
Octogenarian
Octogenarian
Z
How do i buy SN in the EU?
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1
Views
382
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
insomni_yak001
long shot but anyone in the california or nearby area with extra meto or propranolol?
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1
Views
331
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
Yuri Yurovich
Maybe this is just my beef ...
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7
Views
590
theboy
theboy
hyacinths
I hope my mom finds my body.
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19
Views
977
willitpass
willitpass
C
Oli- Soft White Underbelly
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8
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1K
Butterfly Moon
Butterfly Moon
K
Method Sn amount
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8
Views
2K
Pomegranate
Pomegranate
H
Mood Stabilizer Withdrawal
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23
Views
701
hiddenbpd
H
S
SN question - Technical grade OK?
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2
Views
433
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
M
  • Question
Help SN help
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2
Views
532
Mia Wallace
M
flightless bird
A case of SN
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18
Views
2K
👁️👃👁️
👁
4
Venting I don’t recognise myself anymore
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3
Views
458
lifeORdeath
L
H
Help Are dark web markets still on?
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25
Views
2K
Smart No More
S
L
  • Question
Sodium nitrite attempt
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4
Views
2K
sanz1014
S
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