Walilamdzii

Walilamdzii

Mage
Sep 19, 2021
585
Pretty self explanatory thread...

It seems like quite a few do, and plenty more don't.
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
323
it won't matter if it was a successful attempt
 
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strawb12

strawb12

Student
Mar 26, 2023
184
I think that'd be pretty cool if it did, I think for me tho the best case scenario would be if I just disappeared & no one knew what happened to me or where I went.
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,415
No, not really. However, it won't matter when I am dead.
 
girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
420
Id rather die than make a big deal out of my death. i want it to go quickly, then to be found by paramedics and taken away with no fuss, leaving no trace behind.
 
Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
633
I would like this only so that people would be convinced that my death was absolutely peaceful (if it really was peaceful)

In this case, thanks to the news, people could use the same method that I would use, and also die if people sincerely want it.

Otherwise, I wouldn't want anyone to know about my death
 
tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
125
no i just want to disappear
 
todiefor

todiefor

Scrap that, nothing matters at all after all
Jun 24, 2023
474
No I dont want anyone to know about it if i can help it, I think people are always a little pained by news of suicide, and then instantly apply some judgement without knowing anything about you, pity, that you are selfish, weak, etc etc, none of that helps my family heal.
 
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Moonomyth

Student
Feb 6, 2020
196
I do not. It means I have reached a level of fame I don't want, or a level of infamy from whatever I was doing shortly before CTB.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,892
Not really, but it isn't like I could ever be there at that point. My existence is just so meaningless and insignificant, and death is the most normal thing, we are destined for nothing but to die anyway so it would be absurd for my death to be in the news. But I would prefer to be completely forgotten about like I never existed at all.
 
Octopixie

Octopixie

If not now, when?
Jun 26, 2023
18
I would never know, but I would definitely prefer that it didn't make the news
 
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stage4johnny

Member
Jun 22, 2023
65
no i just want to disappear
Exactly. No one will miss me,and I don't want anyone having regrets. Be happy,be thankful you don't have my problems.
Don't waste your life.
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
Yeah, I do. If I am put on the news, everyone will finally know who I am and will punish those who hurt me, if that makes sense. If everyone knows my name, it is bound that there will be movies, tv shows, music, etc made about me. It sounds horrible, but the people who led me down this path are even worse.
 
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NambaSutra

Student
Mar 25, 2023
190
I'd prefer it didn't. But even if it did it wouldn't be remembered for long. I'm not famous in any way so probably not newsworthy.
 
Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
Nope. If they didn't care while I was alive, they don't get to care when I'm dead.
 
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chahan.trading

StupidLyingMF-iKnowiShouldDie
Jul 4, 2023
37
If it's successful, i don't care anymore. 🤣
 
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Elliana Berriana

Member
Jun 10, 2023
23
No, I don't want people to make a fuss about my death, I just want to be gone from this life. I don't want anyone to know, or care, or grieve, or notice, because it would cause people in my life so much pain. The rest of the world shouldn't have any idea, cause it's none of their business.
 
Psych3Lug3r

Psych3Lug3r

hard to want to disappear but be remembered
Jul 2, 2023
11
Can't lie sometimes I fantasize about that kind of thing happening. The belief that my death will make a big impact and people will finally care once I succeed with an attempt is hard not to have when people only ever report on suicide or care once the person has actually done it/passed away plus feel I was only seen as "bad enough" when attempted and in hospital
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,872
I wouldn't wish to since I don't think it would change much in terms of legalizing voluntary euthanasia and most people already have a pre-existing prejudiced view on those who CTB. The last thing I wish to become a bigger pariah for pro-lifers (actually pro-sufferers), not that it would have any impact for me (since I would already be nonexistent by then).
 
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sayire

Opened All Doors, No Sight Of Hope, Exit Door Next
Jul 1, 2023
119
no. just want to disappear and the earth can go about its spinning without loosing a beat. I am just pre-poning my inevitable trip
 
alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
471
Eh, leaning towards no. Mostly I would just disappear, with no one knowing. The only issue with that is if living relatives would be informed by police or whatever, even if there has been no contact for more than a decade. There are some that I would like for them to be hurt by my death. But they would not care, just as they never cared when I was alive. So, no point. Though I would be dead so what does it matter anyway.
 
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No, it's one of my fears, I know I'll be dead and I shouldn't care but I don't want them to say my name or a pic
 
GRIM_DEADMAN

GRIM_DEADMAN

Dead Man Walking
Feb 14, 2023
52
I wouldn't want it on the news, but rather have it spread by word of mouth to the point it evolves into a local ghost story.
 
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hag

Member
Mar 29, 2023
80
I'd prefer not to be in the news for any reason, but if I should end up there, I do hope they'd use this avatar as my picture.
 
jazzcat

jazzcat

dark eyed and miserable
May 19, 2023
138
I would hate that, it's one of the reasons why I've discarded some flashier methods
 
Sapphire

Sapphire

Student
Nov 22, 2022
186
I hope my death doesn't make the news. I wouldn't like it if the media took an interest in my death for some reason and published private details of my life and made judgements about me when they don't know anything about me.
 
ihatethisplanet

ihatethisplanet

Member
Jun 21, 2023
72
No. All I want is a headstone engraved with "Finally!" but I know my family would never do it.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
Don't care. I want the attempt to be successful.
 
TessaMocha

TessaMocha

Member
Jun 30, 2023
11
I sure hope not, let me go in fucking peace, please
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,805
, it won't matter if i died
 
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