Thank you all for your kind and loving words
it means so much to me. During my short period of time being on this forum, I've found a community of people who make me feel loved and wanted, as if I belong. Thank you for all of your support during my journey to figure out what my next steps are and how to deal with my situations in life without me feeling guilted into having to stay here on this earth, demonized/judged for how I feel, and unable to share my personal pain as I get through every long and dreadful day of my existence.
Your birthday wishes mean so much to me, as a person who needed them more than ever, I personally want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart. Much love and peace to every single one of you.