Venting I’m so tired

[celestialstarzz]

I genuinely don't know how much longer I can keep all of this up. My best friend, who committed suicide would've celebrated his birthday in two weeks. It's the first time i've really thought about it for weeks, maybe months. I've been surviving off of weed and my meds, but usually my meds stop having an effect so i don't know what's going to keep me here after that. I've felt so alone because he filled such a big part of my life. I can't even consistently message someone, so bad that it's romantic if i talk to you daily. I'm so alone and I just don't know how to move on. I'm so miserable.

 

[secretghost]

Praying for you, I am so sorry for the weight of your grief. I hope you find the strength and energy to do something kind for yourself today, even if it's small

 

[celestialstarzz]

Praying for you, I am so sorry for the weight of your grief. I hope you find the strength and energy to do something kind for yourself today, even if it's small

Thank you . i'm high and talking to my partner while i hug on the plushie they gave me, so i'm better-ish

 

[Worndown]

Whatever works!