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damianshawl

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so my birthday is next month, right around the corner. August 5th and things aren't exactly looking up. Still no job, constantly applying and honestly I don't wanna resort to doing certain jobs because I know it's gonna be a bad time.

lost the ability to use my phone because I haven't paid the bill so the number is disconnected and nonexistent now. Running low on money and I've just accepted the fact that I'm ready to die.

So I wanna try to find some methods that can guarantee an end. I'm thinking about maybe hanging, but I have nothing to hang myself from within my room. Drowning may be an option, but I rather make that a last resort.

I don't know, but for as long as I've been alive, which is 26 years, it's been hell and I'm pretty much just ready and came to terms with this decision today and just want a new life because this one just isn't worth it/a waste. So if you all can suggest some stuff that'd be the best birthday gift ever given to me.

One method I really wanna try and pray it works is severing the artery in my wrist and just bleeding to death. It's not a full guarantee, but it's one I think may be better than hanging. I don't know, I may be fine with hanging. It's gonna suck, but like i said im ready.

I've heard of something called "The Night Night Method"? I don't know if that's a thing, but I'd love to learn more about this method.

This would be the best birthday gift anyone could ever give me. Just help me figure this out. I have a discord if anyone wants to talk more about this or help me out:

@Lightspice

I'm just done, over life, over trying and just over all of this. I'm a firm believer in reincarnation so hopefully my next life will be better than this one. Or not, I'm cool with not coming back at all too.
 
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There is a suicide resource compilation on here which has information about methods, but anyway I do understand that it's so torturous feeling trapped here so I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for, I personally believe and hope we just cease existing after this, I believe death is true relief from suffering.
 
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