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Suicide Discussion

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CatabolicSeed
Venting Why is it always about how OTHER people feel about your suicidality
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18
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Venting I should just end it.
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1
Views
419
Rumi
Rumi
C
Help Trying to stop me
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9
Views
550
Aisley
Aisley
Amaterasu
Venting 22.12
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1
Views
407
onceinthefuturewas
onceinthefuturewas
happy endings
what happened to em? Anyone know how to get N2 regulators elsewhere??
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5
Views
2K
kadjflakflajlk
K
Pure
Venting Trying to will my heart to stop
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7
Views
1K
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
Catching_the_bus
Apparently I truly can't do ANYTHING right....
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12
Views
719
justastranger
justastranger
PrettyKitty
Story im changing my mind im dying tonight will be dead by morning
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11
Views
1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
jigsaw_falling
is it possible to ctb from fluoxetine od?
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3
Views
502
LittleJem
L
F
Help Advice on prep and CTB timing
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1
Views
435
Raised Rat
Raised Rat
D
Miserable, have the methods but not the balls
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17
Views
800
downndone2
D
N
I think I gonna kill myself because of the shit life syndrome
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3
Views
464
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Can Valium be mixed with water? OxyContin with water?
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3
Views
399
Aisley
Aisley
CTB Dream
Rot situation
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2
Views
806
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
Who else has an exit playlist (music)?
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1
Views
297
lpfx
lpfx
N-methylamphetamine
what is it like having bipolar disorder?
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8
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1K
nosoul
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CreepyOptimist
  • Question
How long would it take for me to pass out if I strangle myself with a wet towel
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3
Views
566
Worndown
Worndown
CTB Dream
Venting Keep try look method
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6
Views
1K
justastranger
justastranger
G
Venting tired of people leaving.
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4
Views
525
ghost44
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roadtogo
Sn help
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6
Views
1K
roadtogo
roadtogo
kkslider
Method Farewell! (SN)
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117
Views
17K
LostCauseLooknToCTB
LostCauseLooknToCTB
AnonymousL
Why is it so difficult to CTB
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26
Views
1K
DeadWallflower
DeadWallflower
S
Does anyone know what CCS SN purity is?
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1
Views
341
dimstar
dimstar
PrettyKitty
Story Goodbye thread đź‘‹
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57
Views
5K
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
Disability & Suicidal Ideation
Replies
3
Views
452
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
Ryemi
Method Ctb by salt
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13
Views
1K
todienomore
todienomore
charlottewilts
Help My girlfriend left me
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25
Views
2K
justastranger
justastranger
PongoHangs
Venting My Girlfriend broke up with me, Considering ending it
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12
Views
1K
justastranger
justastranger
K
Suspension hanging
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2
Views
2K
mia_qwerty
M
S
How long does it take CCS SN to ship?
Replies
4
Views
400
depresso_expresso03
D
E
Can i get charged with drug trafficking?
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11
Views
3K
mia_qwerty
M
loweringvile
Help where to find SN
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1
Views
506
mia_qwerty
M
lonelyrealist
Help Looking for gas mask "kits" like what EM was selling but their site is down...
Replies
2
Views
408
lonelyrealist
lonelyrealist
T
  • Question
Why do people Self Harm?
Replies
11
Views
1K
justastranger
justastranger
Unattainable666
Story HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH DEATH
Replies
4
Views
798
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
A
Venting Why recover...
Replies
5
Views
909
Already Gone now
A
ChildrensITV
Story Am I the only one who has a particular sad song on REPEAT all day as it sums up my mood?
Replies
4
Views
471
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
H
Method PPEH source for regulators doesn't sell the EU cylinder regulators anymore??
Replies
4
Views
580
HadItAll
H
forsaken_fallacy_12
Discussion i have so many reasons to ctb yet so few to keep living
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2
Views
400
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Is it wrong to take money from people you help to die
Replies
30
Views
2K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
gardenofaphrodite
Help Questions on SN (as well as if there are similar methods)
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4
Views
540
gardenofaphrodite
gardenofaphrodite
ppie41
Venting Please please just kill me
Replies
3
Views
417
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
BabyCamus
Discussion Is it ok to vape with the SN method?
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11
Views
1K
dimstar
dimstar
L
I'm afraid of karma and that I will suffer beyond death or thatthat I will be incarnated into a new life of suffering
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42
Views
3K
onceinthefuturewas
onceinthefuturewas
looking_for_peace
I have everything prepared
Replies
2
Views
416
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Illcryaboutitlater
Where is the cheapest location to ctb other than your home ?
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9
Views
1K
mia_qwerty
M
Versailles
Discussion at what point did you feel that your life has collapsed?
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61
Views
4K
anxious_depressive
A
L
Where to get SN from UK
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3
Views
481
mia_qwerty
M
U
Venting Life feels like hell... Today too...
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2
Views
744
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sanva
I always feel either anxious or depressed and both are unbearable
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3
Views
425
SanctionedSquad
SanctionedSquad
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