Help Change of plans/traveling to find N

[12_Years_Late]

I had a revelation earlier today, and this now completely changes my plans.

Since I reside so close to a railway track, and since there is nothing new left for me to do in this world, I have made the decision to find my way to Tijuana, Mexico and get pentobarbital. 100% serious and committed that this is what I want to do.

Yes, I understand that you cannot just walk into a pet shop and ask for pentobarbital like you are getting a Diet Coke. Doing it requires telling the pet shop owners a story about how they need the drug for a sick pet in clear Spanish. I have rehearsed a line about this.

I will likely be leaving in three to four days and there is no guarantee I will ever return to this account once I leave. Anyone that can help me with tips, advice or locations, I will be forever grateful.

I hope to accomplish it soon, and legally.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I can't help you with any tips or advice, but I can wish you good luck on your journey and I hope that you find what you seek.

 

[TheHuman]

Damn, that's actually a pretty good plan. Its simple, and is most likely to work which is honestly really hard to accomplish. I just wish you the best of luck and hope for you to find peace!

 

[12_Years_Late]

I can't help you with any tips or advice, but I can wish you good luck on your journey and I hope that you find what you seek.

Damn, that's actually a pretty good plan. Its simple, and is most likely to work which is honestly really hard to accomplish. I just wish you the best of luck and hope for you to find peace!

Thank you, both. Hoping it turns out well.

 

[The anhedonic one]

This was my original plan, but I'm in no good state to even get on a plane at the moment.

I wish you the very best of luck in finding peace.

 

[90starve]

wishing you the best of luck - stay safe in mexico <3

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck and I hope you find peace!

 

[FuneralCry]

If you are able to get N then you are fortunate, to me it sounds like the most ideal way to ctb, I envy those who can leave this world in such a peaceful way, but anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[12_Years_Late]

Thanks to all that replied. Really, if you have any advice, tips or locations that can help, don't hesitate to PM me.

 

[yyytry]

Thanks to all that replied. Really, if you have any advice, tips or locations that can help, don't hesitate to PM me.

You prolly already knew this, but there were photos of a few locations in the PPH.

but I gather locations/willingness to sell…are quite fluid. :(

 

[Techef]

Good luck, hope it goes well. Do you already have a confirmed source, or are you going to visit various vets in the area? Also, besides rehearsing what you'll tell them, how good is your Spanish overall?

 

[12_Years_Late]

Good luck, hope it goes well. Do you already have a confirmed source, or are you going to visit various vets in the area? Also, besides rehearsing what you'll tell them, how good is your Spanish overall?

I have not found a confirmed source yet. I'll visit various vets in the area, see what I can find. Currently rehearsing a book of words and phrases.

 

[12_Years_Late]

UPDATE:

Due to unforeseen circumstances, I will not be able to begin a excursion to Tijuana until at least Monday, July 3rd. I'll be unavailable until then.

Once I get this over with, I will be leaving immediately.

Do not think of this as a reason to be a coward or avoid posting or whatever. I am fully committed to doing this and I need whatever help you can give me.

I will return posting as soon as I can.

~ 12_Years_Late

 

[12_Years_Late]

UPDATE:
I will begin my trip tomorrow night at midnight.

Have not found any confirmed sources/addresses yet, but I am determined to find it.

Thank you all for the good luck.
~ 12_Years_Late

 

[hodbu]

I had a revelation earlier today, and this now completely changes my plans.

Since I reside so close to a railway track, and since there is nothing new left for me to do in this world, I have made the decision to find my way to Tijuana, Mexico and get pentobarbital. 100% serious and committed that this is what I want to do.

Yes, I understand that you cannot just walk into a pet shop and ask for pentobarbital like you are getting a Diet Coke. Doing it requires telling the pet shop owners a story about how they need the drug for a sick pet in clear Spanish. I have rehearsed a line about this.

I will likely be leaving in three to four days and there is no guarantee I will ever return to this account once I leave. Anyone that can help me with tips, advice or locations, I will be forever grateful.

I hope to accomplish it soon, and legally.

I wish you success. It would be great if you could come back and share your story of it after - whether the successful acquisition of failure thereof.

It would be a great help to us who seem to not be able to find any sources available.

 

[searchingpeace]

UPDATE:
I will begin my trip tomorrow night at midnight.

Have not found any confirmed sources/addresses yet, but I am determined to find it.

Thank you all for the good luck.
~ 12_Years_Late

Good luck friend. I'll be praying you'll find it.

Even though I have SN, I would take N instead in a heartbeat.

I live close the border. So close to Tijuana that it is a 3 hour drive. If you can bring back success info, we would all appreciate it.

EDIT: I'm of mexican decent and visited TJ more than once in my younger years. You need to realize that poverty and crime is rampant there. Be safe.
1. Do not bring jewelry
2. Carry only the cash you need to
3. Do not wander or get lost. Find your destination and get inside quickly
4. Blend in. Wear baggy, dirty ill fitting clothes. Bonus points if it has holes/tears in them. This will get you off the radar of robbers and pickpockets.

again good luck

 

[delora]

Best of luck! Stay safe and I truly hope everything goes well for you.

I've considered the trip, but a lot of factors complicate it for me at the moment. Not completely crossed off though, so I would love to hear if you're successful in your purchase. I remember seeing a success post semi-recently, which feels promising.

 

[12_Years_Late]

Thanks for your comments, all.

12 hours left until I start my trip. I'll be busy today but I'll try to post throughout the day as time allows.

 

[90starve]

im wishing you safe travels and the best of luck! <3

 

[12_Years_Late]

Leaving in 2 hours.

Thank you all, and I hope to communicate if I find N with all of you.

 

[day]

Safe journey friend I hope you get what you're looking for and are able to find happiness.

 

[alonely]

Safe travels, good luck, I hope you find the peace that you are looking for.

 

[searchingpeace]

Bumping to find out if OP was successful....

Perhaps he was and drank the N as soon as he got it. If that's the case then I'm glad he found peaceful sleep.

 

[12_Years_Late]

UPDATE:

It didn't work. I was unable to get to Tijuana.

Thanks to all that wished me good luck. I won't have as much free time to go on here regularly from now on, but I will try to post if I can.

I have decided to wait a few more years before I try this again. In the meantime, I will be working on a few personal projects that I might as well finish before I have to leave this planet.

Until then, always remember, "Let's be thankful."

Sincerely,
~ 12_Years_Late

 

[searchingpeace]

Thanks for checking in, friend.
Good luck on those projects.