Help plan number 2

[100memoryleaks]

i won't lie, after my first hanging attempt i feel a weird sense of dread when i think about doing it again. but being alive is worse for me, so here's the next plan, with full suspension instead of partial this time:

• cut a smaller section of rope, last time i took the entire coil which was very heavy and not practical
• gonna either go to a tree branch or hang from a railing facing the forest
• i have some (expired) oxycodone and hydrocodone, gonna take those with gabapentin, ibuprofen, and more alcohol to hopefully get rid of my SI and not feel any pain

i haven't been able to find much info on taking opioids before hanging, but in theory it sounds like it would help since they slow down your breathing + i am opioid naive so even if they're expired they should at least have some effects

does this sound like it would work?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

gonna either go to a tree branch

If you decide for a tree branch there's a thread about trees

Trees to use for hanging - from a tree expert

This thread is ONLY for those who 1) must do partial/full suspension hanging, and 2) can only resort to using a tree. I was a professional tree climber and trimmer for 5 years, i trimmed/felled trees away from powerlines all over Wyoming, Utah and Idaho. Just thought id give my best insights...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[100memoryleaks]

If you decide for a tree branch there's a thread about trees

Trees to use for hanging - from a tree expert

This thread is ONLY for those who 1) must do partial/full suspension hanging, and 2) can only resort to using a tree. I was a professional tree climber and trimmer for 5 years, i trimmed/felled trees away from powerlines all over Wyoming, Utah and Idaho. Just thought id give my best insights...

sanctioned-suicide.net

what an extremely helpful guide! thanks a bunch. there are plenty of pines around here so I should be able to find a decent one.

 

[100memoryleaks]

I feel so miserable and can't stop thinking about how I should be dead by now. I can't let this next attempt fail. I'm so tempted to just go tonight after I get back from work, fuck work and fuck everything else. nothing is enjoyable anymore, I hate existing with no purpose

 

[Ben 111]

I feel so miserable and can't stop thinking about how I should be dead by now. I can't let this next attempt fail. I'm so tempted to just go tonight after I get back from work, fuck work and fuck everything else. nothing is enjoyable anymore, I hate existing with no purpose

I feel the same way