Help plan number 2

[100memoryleaks]

i won't lie, after my first hanging attempt i feel a weird sense of dread when i think about doing it again. but being alive is worse for me, so here's the next plan, with full suspension instead of partial this time:

• cut a smaller section of rope, last time i took the entire coil which was very heavy and not practical
• gonna either go to a tree branch or hang from a railing facing the forest
• i have some (expired) oxycodone and hydrocodone, gonna take those with gabapentin, ibuprofen, and more alcohol to hopefully get rid of my SI and not feel any pain

i haven't been able to find much info on taking opioids before hanging, but in theory it sounds like it would help since they slow down your breathing + i am opioid naive so even if they're expired they should at least have some effects

does this sound like it would work?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

gonna either go to a tree branch

If you decide for a tree branch there's a thread about trees

Trees to use for hanging - from a tree expert

This thread is ONLY for those who 1) must do partial/full suspension hanging, and 2) can only resort to using a tree. I was a professional tree climber and trimmer for 5 years, i trimmed/felled trees away from powerlines all over Wyoming, Utah and Idaho. Just thought id give my best insights...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[100memoryleaks]

If you decide for a tree branch there's a thread about trees

Trees to use for hanging - from a tree expert

This thread is ONLY for those who 1) must do partial/full suspension hanging, and 2) can only resort to using a tree. I was a professional tree climber and trimmer for 5 years, i trimmed/felled trees away from powerlines all over Wyoming, Utah and Idaho. Just thought id give my best insights...

sanctioned-suicide.net

what an extremely helpful guide! thanks a bunch. there are plenty of pines around here so I should be able to find a decent one.

 

[100memoryleaks]

I feel so miserable and can't stop thinking about how I should be dead by now. I can't let this next attempt fail. I'm so tempted to just go tonight after I get back from work, fuck work and fuck everything else. nothing is enjoyable anymore, I hate existing with no purpose

 

[Ben 111]

I feel so miserable and can't stop thinking about how I should be dead by now. I can't let this next attempt fail. I'm so tempted to just go tonight after I get back from work, fuck work and fuck everything else. nothing is enjoyable anymore, I hate existing with no purpose

I feel the same way

 

[EDSsucks]

i won't lie, after my first hanging attempt i feel a weird sense of dread when i think about doing it again. but being alive is worse for me, so here's the next plan, with full suspension instead of partial this time:

• cut a smaller section of rope, last time i took the entire coil which was very heavy and not practical
• gonna either go to a tree branch or hang from a railing facing the forest
• i have some (expired) oxycodone and hydrocodone, gonna take those with gabapentin, ibuprofen, and more alcohol to hopefully get rid of my SI and not feel any pain

i haven't been able to find much info on taking opioids before hanging, but in theory it sounds like it would help since they slow down your breathing + i am opioid naive so even if they're expired they should at least have some effects

does this sound like it would work?

If meds are stored properly they retain their effectiveness long after the expiration date.