Life Update : 7/23/23

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It's been awhile since I've written, but work has drained me and I'm so in my head lately that I honestly dread talking about anything. Does anyone else get that way? Anyways, I've began to try and get past my ex and move on by talking to this new guy… but I don't know, something still feels off and I'm still feeling as if a piece of me is missing without him. This new guy has shown a good bit of interest in me, and has even asked if he can take me out on a date to a baseball game next month (which I have accepted, I think it'll be a fun outing that I need anyways.) I've tried to do some things in the past week to attempt reignite my passions in life… went on a day trip to a city 3 hours away from me with my sister and attended a political event, which was quite fun, but it only lasts temporarily and I end up feeling trapped and overwhelmed with nothing but sadness all over again.

I have some friends who want me to move with them in November to a different state, and I'm considering it if I'm able to make it until then…

I'm trying to look towards the future, but it's so hard.

Thank you to everyone on this site that has welcomed me with open arms, at the end of the day you all have really made me feel valid, and I appreciate that more than words.

Much love to you all, as always.