Venting My final few days.

[AnonIsTired]

This is the end for me, Friday I'm booking a hotel and leaving for good. I have so much shit going on and I'm on the brink of homelessness which I've already been through 3 times. I would rather be gone for good than be on the street again. I've attempted 7 times all failed cause I either pussied out or was found, nobody can stop me now. 21 years of living and all I've experienced is pain and suffering from self centred family and people who think they know better than me. I've cried for help and all I've gotten in response is "It will get better, trust me", the fuck is that supposed to mean? That one day the feeling of heartache from being stabbed in my back, being manipulated, being told I'm not good enough will just fade and I'll be happy again? It won't. My siblings cut themselves begging for attention from mum and I just get cast into the shadows like a broken toy nobody wants to use anymore, I've never felt seen in my life and it's one of the most painful things a person can feel. Anyway thanks for reading.

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry you have to go through all this
wish you the best
hope you find relief from suffering

 

[whywere]

Lots of love and peace to you my good friend.

Always around if anything would change, as you are family.

Walter

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[FishRain3469]

I feel you, can relate to numerous things you stated. Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. ♥

 

[Corovaner]

It is so sad that such young man went through all of it and want to ctb. Wish you best, whatever happen.

 

[33K1LLM3]

Looks like it worked out for you, rest heavy my friend <3

 

[tanshakti]

This is the end for me, Friday I'm booking a hotel and leaving for good. I have so much shit going on and I'm on the brink of homelessness which I've already been through 3 times. I would rather be gone for good than be on the street again. I've attempted 7 times all failed cause I either pussied out or was found, nobody can stop me now. 21 years of living and all I've experienced is pain and suffering from self centred family and people who think they know better than me. I've cried for help and all I've gotten in response is "It will get better, trust me", the fuck is that supposed to mean? That one day the feeling of heartache from being stabbed in my back, being manipulated, being told I'm not good enough will just fade and I'll be happy again? It won't. My siblings cut themselves begging for attention from mum and I just get cast into the shadows like a broken toy nobody wants to use anymore, I've never felt seen in my life and it's one of the most painful things a person can feel. Anyway thanks for reading.

Hi, im new here too, you said booking a hotel, whats the method. Im looking into same thing with FS hanging and would like to make sure plan is going to work--failure is not an option